Wow........the truth!!

I'm feeling: shocked

You'll find me: not telling!

My computer sucks! I just wrote this whole journal entry and the damn thing just shut down on me before I could post it!!!! So now I have to rewrite the whole thing!! Damn!!! Anyways I am sitting here bored, my only entertainment being Tyrone, but yeah. The other day I found a poem I wrote in the third grade. The topic of this poem was "Me". I wrote all about my likes, dislikes, favorite things to do, fears, etc.. One of my fears I listed was that I am afraid to be alone. That has alot of truth that relates to the now 'me'! I do have a slight nervousness (aka - fear) of not finding a guy I can share my life with. I know I may be a little to young to be speaking of such things but my experience with guys so far has given me little faith! Most of the guys I have dated have cheated on me and the last guy I dated hurt me badly when he gave up on me. It scares me to think that this may be how the rest of my relationships might turn out and I will end up with no love in my future. Being lonely just doesn't work with me!!!. Alright, anyways, another thing on the poem was one one of my "likes". I wrote that one of the things I like to do is make people happy. And that is very true for me now!!! I try to keep my friends laughing and entertained the best I can. I make sure that they are having fun even though I am bored myself. Its weird realizing how truthful a person was to theirself when they are young. It makes me wish that everyone had their "Elementry Personality"! Well saying that, it give me the idea to do a little dedication to that old "me". I am going to write some truths that I wouldn't normally say aloud! So basically I am doing my own little confession! lol

1. I miss Darwin.

2. I still love Darwin.

3. I hate Darwin for the pain he caused me!

4. I am afraid to get into another serious relationship now.

5. Tyrone's flattery and his many cute remarks have made me have a little crush on him.

6. I am Tyrone's girlfriend in a way and I am proud of it!

7. I, in a way, like moving here to Peoria.

8. Zombies use to freak me out when I was little.

9. I also use to be afraid of fireworks (the really big ones).

10. Spider-Man didn't become my favorite hero until I got to 6th grade.

11. When I was little my favorite hero was Storm.

12. I also really like the Ninja Turtles and the original PowerRangers!

13. When I was five I use to dress-up as a ninja turtle and run around doing karate moves. (ask any of my family members if you don't believe me)

14. Rain and thunderstorms really do float my boat if you know what I mean!

15. I'm afraid that in real life I am a bitch but mo one wants to admit it.

16. I get self conscious around guys I really like.

I smell like a BOY!!!

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: chillin'

I have a headache!! It sucks!!! I was just sprayed with an enormous amount of Axe!!! UGH!! I feel sick from it!!!! Anyways I am very bored tonight!!!! I have absolutely nothing to do and it sucks!! I wish my cell hadn't ran out of batteries so I could keep talking to Joshy!!! Well after a week I finally got to talk to that loser!!! I missed him so much!! Life feels so sad without him! Theres alot less "weird" around here without him!! Hmmm!!! But anyways!!! I feel odd today!!! I kept thinking of that one certain person who I don't like to name!!! I dreamt about him last night and I hated it! He doesn't deserve my feelings and yet I feel sad when I come across anything that reminds me of him!! Moving on sucks!!! But he's down it so I know I have to!!! I was so foolish!!! *sigh* Anyways I am just babbling on about nonsense things!!!! I just need to shut up!!! Well yeah................­....RAWR!!!

Hmm................"­My Title"!!!

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: at home

RAWR!!!!!! I have been here in Arizona for an official week!!!! HOORAY FOR ME!!!!! Its alright I guess. Its hot obviously!!! But other than that its barebly!! Its just ssssssssssssssoooooo­oooooo DAMN BORING!!!! I have no friends up here so I have nothing to do. I've spent the last week unpacking, setting up my new room, and watching DVDs!!!! My start on my new life in Peoria!!! Right now I am sitting here writing and watching the 'oh so hott' Bam Margera!!! Today our interent was fully set up so I feel better haveing Tagged and Myspace back!!!! lol But anyways.............­....................­.....I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!! I keep wondering what they are all doing!!!!! I can't wait til school starts so I can have something useful to do!! It would be better if I only could find a job suitable for me!! But yeah...............R­AWR!!

One More Day!

I'm feeling: sad

You'll find me: listening to music

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL!!!!

Well today is my last official day living in Farmington. I barely woke up so I'm still half asleep. Wow I can't believe the time finally came. It feels like just yesterday I was starting my sophmore year at FHS and I did not have to worry so much about moving. I'm glad I made some great memories this year that I can take with me to Phoenix. Its sad not knowing when I will see my other friends again. I knwo I am going to try my hardest to keep in touch with my best friends and to visit them as often as I can. They're special to me and I can't stand to lose them! It's bad enough that I lost Darwin. The last week has been hell without him. I just can't believe its ovcer. I spent my last ten months with him and having it end this abrubtly sucks. But I know that I am doing the right thing. I can't hold him back and I've got to let him move on with his life no matter how much it hurts me. I'd do anything for him. Well anyways, today we get the moving van and we star6t loading everything into it. All our things are packed and waiting in boxes. And five in the morining tomorrow, we head out to Phoenix. Its going to be weird living in a whole new place. School will suck cuz I will know no one. I can't believe that I won't be going to school at FHS anymore. *sigh* I should just stop! Well I don't think I will be on Tagged for awhile since our computer will be "packed up" today and I'm not sure when we will have time to set it up again! RAWR!!!

:(

I'm feeling: sad

You'll find me: at home

HAPPY 4th OF JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sigh*

I'm feeling: sad

You'll find me: listening to music

Well its time for the final countdown! Fuck! Only five days left here! Well I am beginnig to accept it so I won't start bitching about it again! We have a house up there now! It's about the same size! Yuck, there is a room that is covered in pink with butterflies!!! lol Damn right thats not my room! lol Well anyways I am sitting here in front of the computer very bored trying to think on what to do now! My curfew is 9:00 tonight and I have no plans at all. I spent the day at the mal (:P) with josh! It was pretty boring and depressing! I had an "argument" with my parents and I felt like crying, sadly! They're just being evil! I AM NOT SELFISH! How am I selfish when the main reason I am being dragged out of Farmington is so my dad will stop his bitching! I have not complained once! I might have been resistant once in a while but other than that I am being a good girl. It sucks! But anyways!

Damn!

I'm feeling: sad

You'll find me: at home

It's weird knowing my days here in Farmington are limited! Its like a countdown and it drives me crazzy know ing that every second that goes by is bringing me closer to saying good bye to everyone here! And to make it worse, the last few days have been crap for me! The main let down is that my boyfriend actually broke up with me. He is the very first guy to do such a thing and its really shocking. It feels weird knowing that me and him aren't together anymore because I spent my whole sophmore year with him and now its over. I just sorta feel empty without him and obviously I do still love him but I know this is it since he was the one to end it. Anyways my mom told me just last night that I won't even be here next week cuz they are going to Phoenix to look at houses and I have the option to go with them or to stay with family out of town. Thats four whole days I lose of spending time with my friends and doing things that I wanted to do in Farmington before leaving. The time is just going by too fast! Yeah I sound very dramatic and selfish right now but its sad and I think very unfair. When I told that to my mom she got so pissed off! *sigh* Anyways.............­..

:(

I'm feeling: gloomy

You'll find me: at home

WOW! I can't believe it is June already and school is out.......damn! Time seemed to go by so fast!Within a few weeks I'll be leaving lil' 'ol Farmington! I feel so sad!  This sucks so bad! I never really thought my time here would go by so quickly! lol Sounds like I am dying! Anywasy its just crazzy! By the time summer is over I will be getting ready to go to a whole different school and trying to make new friends. I wish I didn't have to leave all these great people! Damn I can't believe I will be leaving Josh! My bestest friend in the whole world!! lol He means so much to me! I don;t know how I will survive without him! And then there is my Monkey! It hurts to even think of leaving him! Damn! Well I am getting myself too sad! Anyways! I am bored! My first day off and i have nothing to do! Tonight I will most likely be taking my sister to the movies! lol Oh well........somethin­g to do I guess! I was suppose to go with Josh but I have not talked to him since the last day of school! I hope he doesn't abandon me like last summer! Anyways.............­....

RAWR................­.AGAIN..............­.....RAWR...........­........AGAIN!!!!!!!­!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: at home

LOL RAWR!! Hello fellow "Taggers"!! Guess what?? I am at home on my computer!! lol Yes my computer is fixed once again!! HA HA!! Its so funny!! Anyways I am here trying to do my homework but I keep getting distracted!! lol Yeah I am trying to type an important paper that is due tomorrow! Its freaking boring cuz..............it just is okay!! Well, hmmmmmm, anyways I am still tired! I got off work three hours ago and my feet still hurt! It sucks cuz I have to work again tomorrow but its coo cuz Chyenna Bond and Monkey are going to be working with me!!!! Weird, all three of us work at the same place and at the same times this week! lol Crazzy! Well you know them, they just can't get enough of me!! lol I'm just kiddingt!!!! lol Yeah that was a little too evil of me! Anyways now all I have to do is try to get Joshy to apply at Sonics then it would be the "MOST AWESOMEST" thing in the world!! (Next to the Rubber Duckies of course!!!) lol Anyways my sister is standing behind me right now using my line, "Yo"!! lol  "I chime in, haven't you people ever heard of closing the GOD DAMN door, NO , Its much better to face these kinds of things, with a sense of poise and rationality!!" lol Um very random.....but yeah! NO I'M NOT SINGING........I SWEAR!!! Anyways I think you can tell by now that I am very bored since I am just writing about random things! lol  Anyways I am getting cold! RAWR! The freaking air conditioner is on and that was hard typing that very long word that I am not going to type again!! lol Anyways......yeah! I'm bored! I actually wish i was at work! How SAD!! :( Well thats only cuz Monkey is over there and I'm not! And also all the fun people to work with. I think that the "day workers" are more boring and the "night workers" are fun!! Sounds a little dirty!! lol!! Anyways yeah! Well I get to work wit the coo people tomorrow! Damn my hands are cold from typing! Anyways I better really work!! RAWR RAWR RAWR!!!

YIPPEE!!!

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: on the beach

RAWR!! Our computer is fixed!!! Yesssss!!! Well I am at home right now, freakin bored......and hungry!!! I'm glad our computer is finally fixed! It sucked not being able to get on to Tagged or Myspace. So yeah! The only thing that sucks is that the guy who fixeed it had to erase alot of our save files which included ALL my pictures!!! Its sucks!! :( I lost all those pictures!!! uh huh....boo hoo, right? Well yeah! Anyways.............­....................­......RAWR!!!!!!!

HAPPY 4:20!!!!

I'm feeling: rushed

You'll find me: playing hooky

Life is a bitch, then you DIE!! So fuck the world and go get HIGH!!!!

I'm HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: wild

You'll find me: chillin'

Rawr! I am sitting here in the library......being  poked by this idiot beside me!!! RAWR!! Anyways my fucking computer at home is being evil so I am not on Tagged as much! It sucks!! No Tagged...........No Myspace!!! The world is just an evil place...............­....and its going to be ruled by the RUBBER DUCKIES!!!!!!!!!! Yesssssss!! My stomache is growling!!! RAWR RAWR RAWR!!! Uh huh!! Yup!! I WANT to slap DARWIN!!!!!!! He can't spank me!! So HA!!!

DARWIN IS A GIRL!!!

DARWIN IS A WHORE!!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: gettin' busy

RAWR!! I am bored!! I want more M&Ms!!! HA!! Yup! THis is the firest time in awhile that I am on Tagged!! My computer at home is being evil so I am hardly on anymore! But yeah................­....RAWR!!

I DON'T HAVE A SUBJECT FOR TODAY!!!

I'm feeling: good

You'll find me: playing hooky

RAWR!!! I AM AT THE LIBRARY!! JOSH IS GETTING CHYENNA WET!!!!! YESSSSS!!!! DARWIN IS A DIRTY WHORE!!!! MWHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I'LL HONK YOUR HORN!!!! RAWR!!

No more Spring Break!! :(

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: not telling!

Well today is the last day of Spring Break! Damn it is so sad cuz the next long term break we get will be summer and that is when I am leaving Farmington!! Life is such a bitch! lol Leaving is the last thing I want to do right now. I have a wonderful boyfriend, the bestest of friends, a chance to be the Editor-in-Cheif of our school newspaper and lots more things! *sigh* Damn those parents of mine!! lol It's sad cuz in another five months I will be starting my Junior year in another state without any friends or a boyfriend and just basically a loner! Truthfully I am fucking scared! I've lived here in Farmington my whole life, I've gone to school here and met all my friends here, I've met people who made an impact on my life and in another few months I will be leaving them! lol Shit! When I talk like this I just want to slap myself! With this kinda talk I am not making it any easier on myself. I should be think postive!! Positive Chelsea.........posi­tive! lol Well yeah! Anyways today I got to watch Ice Age 2! It was funny! Oh and I finally hit something with our ride! It was crazzy! I drove into this little pole thing in the front of our house! I am so glad my dad didn't get too angry but now I have to wait to see my moms reaction! lol Damn! And the damage wasn't that made. I just scratched up the pole and the truck was unharmed! lol Well anyways I should start my homework that I have avoided during the break!! lol RAWR!!!

*yawn* I am so freakin tired!!

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: chillin'

RAWR!! I HUGGED FRANKLIN TODAY!! lol Yup! I'm bored once again! *sigh* I have no one to talk to! Slap me! I actually can't wait til Spring Break is over cuz I am getting tired of doing the same things everyday! Today was interesting cuz I went to the library and had my picture takin' with Franklin! lol It was fun yet sad! Hmmm............now I am just sitting here bored! Josh ditched me so now I have no one to hang out wit! Dang! Yup I'm just waiting for dinner so I can go to sleep! I am so freaking tired! I stayed up until four this morning! Me and Josh were up watching 80's movies which was awesome! lol So yeah I am tired and I have a headache! lol Wow I am complaining too much right now! SLAP ME!! Wow I actually don't know what to write right now!! lol Thats was coo! Gah I am bored! Anyways I miss my Monkey! It's been a whole week since I last saw him and its been awhile since we've had a real conversation! So it sucks right now! But there are only three days til school starts again and then I can finally see him!! Yeah! lol Anyways time to eat so RAWR!!!

I learned a new word from the mall!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: at home

Nucking Futs!!! lol I was at the mall most of yesterday and I saw this word everywhere!! lol I think I annoyed Josh cuz I kept walking around saying NUCKING FUTS!!! lol It was awesome!! RAWR!! Damn I am so bored right now!!! I have to wait another hour then I am going to do something other than be bored! lol Yesssss! I hope it rains today! Like yesterday! RAWR! Anyways, not much else to say so RAWR!!

Hmm.................­....yeah right!!

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: at home

Damn I am so tired right now!!! lol It is way too early!! lol Anyways I am sitting here waiting for my mopm to come back so we can get rid of my two little sisters!!! Heck yessssssssssss!!! lol Oh hopefully today I can hang out wit Josh! We are suppose to watch a movie tonight!!! lol Oh fuck! Saturday was so awesome cuz my uncle from Montana showed up!!!! Damn I missed that Asshole so much!!! lol *cough* We are suppose to hang out tomorrow!!! lol But yeah!! I am so Happy right now!!! lol :) SLAP ME!!!!!!!!!

YEA!!!!

I'm feeling: silly

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVEY!!!!!!!

RAWR!!!! YEA...........tomorr­ow is VALENTINES DAY!!! RAWR!

I'm feeling: excited

You'll find me: chillin'

Mmmmmmoolatte!!!!!

I-C-U-P!!!! lol yessssss!!!

Just some random shit!

I'm feeling: bored

You'll find me: at home

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CRAZZY!!!

I'm feeling: bored

You'll find me: not telling!

http://www.tagged.co­m/mypage.html?uid=99­0912

This chick sorta looks like me!!! Isn't that scary!!! lol

HA HA...........YOUR MOM!!!

I'm feeling: bored

You'll find me: at home

Damn I am so freakin bored!!!! It's a Saturday night and sadly, I am stuck at home babysitting my 'EVIL' sisters! I wish I could go out!! But no!!! Well I did already go out last night! Damn last night was so fun! I went and watched Incide with my friends Chyenna and Josh! It was awesome! There was moshing and headbanging and yeah! It was coo too cuz......um.......on­e of the band members took off his shirt and yeah!! lol I LOVE YOU DARWIN!!! Ew and it was sick too cuz one of guitar players kept looking at me!!!! IT'S NOT FUNNY CHYENNA!!! But yeah!!! It was fun as hell!! The only fucked up thing is that I hurt my leg while moshing! Fuck I have a big bruise!! Its so coo cuz its purple and blue and green and its HUGE!!!! lol I'm proud of it!!! But it hurts like a bitch! Well yeah!! Anyways right now there is nothing interesting going on! I'm still cleaning!! It sucks! My parents are having this Super Bowl Party here at my house tomorrow and I have to make our house look 'decent' for them!! BLAH!!! So tomorrow is going to suck!! Damn I am bored still!!! And Chyenna is on the phone with me now and she is telling me that she is going to the Kirtland/PV game!!! That whore!!! lol Fuck I'm bored!!

I WANT SLEEP!!!!

I'm feeling: tired

You'll find me: at home

Rawr! Damn for some reason I am freakin tired! I want to go to sleep but it's barely four and I still have to clean, do my homework, and cook dinner!! DAMN! And my sisters are not helping my situation aince they are not doing what I tell them to! Shit.....I also forgot that this Saturday is MORP! I want to go so bad but my 'date' bailed on me! So I think now me and my friends are doing an 'anti-MORP', which is basically a night that does not involve going to MORP! Oh well! Anyways today was very tiring and I don't know why! I'm just weird like that! I wasn't hyper like I usually am which sucked! UGH! I can't wait til the weekend! I just want to relax! Maybe watch a few movies or hang out at the mall! Anyways I really should start cleaning!!! RAWR!!

RAWR!!!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: chillin'

PUDDING!!!!

UGH!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: at home

Damn I just got done eating some Chinese!! Ugh!! It was good!!! lol Now I am just sitting here wondering what to do next! Sundays are very boring! Damn and I already spent most of my money! Crap! lol I'll be broke in a couple of days! Damn for some reason I feel jumpy today! It might be from the lack of sleep! Me and Chyenna didn't crash out til close to four and then I hed to wake up at eight so I could make pancakes for my family! Well yeah.......it's all very interesting I know!!! lol Damn I can't wait for tomorrow!! lol I'm stupid!! RAWR!!!!

I'M NOT EMO DAMMIT!!!!!

I'm feeling: whatever

You'll find me: chillin'

Um yeah I am sitting here at home, right by Chyenna Bond! And she is talking to Josh about 'getting raped'!! lol Yeah! Well anyways I am not emo! It's all lies!! Don't listen to Josh or Chyenna!! RAWR! I want cookies!!! HA HA CHYENNA!!! Yeah this entry so does not make any sense!!! I GOT A MESSAGE!!

I'm feeling: sad

You'll find me: not telling!

The Krusty Krab Pizza is the Pizza for U and Me!!! lol

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: at home

Boo!! Hello I am very, very, very, very BORED!! Rawr!! Yeah!!! Uh huh!!! Well anyways today was a very boring day! Skool is very annoying!!!! Do you know what else is very annoying??? The word "very"!!! lol Anyways!!! That damn Krusty Krab Pizza song is stuck in my head and I can't stop singing it!!!! DAMN SONG!!! Well yeah I was watching Spongebob earlier with Josh and now I can't get that stupid song out of my head!! Um yeah!!! It's still boring!! Fuck I wish Chyenna didn't have class tonight!! Then I'd be talking to her right this second!!! RawR!! The Krusty Krab Pizza is the Pizza for you and me!! The Krusty Krab Pizza is the Pizza for you and me!!

RAWR RAWR RAWR!!!!!

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: listening to music

Mwhahahahahaha!! Damn I am bored now!! I just got back from watching Hostel!!! *yuck* Yeah it was pretty psychotic and gory!!! It was really disturbing and I felt a little sick when I got out of the theater! But it was funny!! DAMN THAT LEATHER!!!! (right josh?) lol! Very Kinky!!! Oh and I watched Underworld 2 last night too!!!! It was AWESOME!!!!! But kinda confusing!!! Um yeah!!

SNOW............mwha­hahahahaha!!!

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: at home

Yea!!! It snowed!! And we have a 2 hour delay!! It's coo......then its not cuz now I have to walk to school!! Unless I get a ride wit one of my friends! Which means I need to start calling some of my homies pretty soon!! lol I'm bored!! Oh....today UNDERWOLD EVOLUTION COMES OUT!!!! Fuck Yeah!! lol I get to watch it tomorrow....I think!!! But that so fuckin coo!! lol I can't wait!!! So yeah!! I'm still bored and I'm drinking COFFEE!!! lol I know I am going to get hyper!!! Mwhahahahaha!!!!!

DAMN DAMN DAMN!!! right josh?

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: listening to music

ME AND JOSH WERE ACCUSED OF STEALING!!!!! FUCKING MALL!! Stupid Mall security and Scentsation employee!!! DAMN THEM!! lol I am sitting right here.......by Josh!!! RAWR!!! Mwhahahaha!! I'm happy cuz I got to go to the mall today!! It was AWESOME!!! Except when we got accused of stealing!! lol I swear we weren't!!! *coughs* Now it sucks cuz I am babysitting but JOSH IS HERE!!!!! RAWR!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EYNN!!!!!

I'm feeling: rushed

You'll find me: on my cell

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Damn today was crazzy!! I only went to three classes today and ditched the other three!!! It was coo!! During my fourth hour English I went with Eynn, Nathan, Josh and Chyenna to Pizza Hut! We had a cheese pizza.....cuz we're just crackers about cheese!!! It was funny cuz we were playing music on the jukebox and this old lady "disapproved" of us playing 'Enter Sandman' by Metallica.......so we played it again!!! lol And then when we left we played 'Pony' by Geniune three times in a row!! It was hilarious!! After that we went to the mall and hung out for an hour just looking in stores. And I saw ALAN!! After that we spent 10 minutes in the parking lot wondering where to go. We went to Best Buy! Damn that was fun.....watching indeginous nakies killing monkies!!!! And our sound effects was stupid!! Finally we went back to school at 3:15! Just in time for the bell!! I just hope I don't get caught!!! lol Oh well!!!

MOTHERFUCKER FUCK THAT SHIT!!! (lol I have it stuck in my head!)

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: listening to music

BOO!!! Mwhahahahaha!!! JOSH KILLED SANTA!!! That murderous bastard killed my Santa I got from Michael!! *sniff sniff* Santa's DEAD!!! lol Anyways!! Tomorrow is Eynn Lee's birthday!! All of us are going to wear a tie for him! Don't ask why cuz I don't know!! lol Today was fun! I ditched my 4th hour and hung out wit my friend Chyenna Bond. We just sat at the park and talked! Then during 5th hour I got hyper with Josh off of marshmallows, M&Ms, and Skittles. We walked around telling random people that "JOSH KILLED SANTA!!!" and singing the 'Marshmallow' song! It was fun. Damn, I'm suppose to ditch again for Eynn cuz I think we are going somewhere for him.........I don't know! I think I need to eat more M&Ms or Skittles so I can get hyper OFTEN!!! lol

Too Many DAMN Songs!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: at home

I have spent the last 30 minutes typing out "some" of my favorite songs!! I have come to the realization that there are too many! It would take me for days to list ALL my favorite songs! Well at least I wasn't bored!! lol Now I have to find something else to do to keep me busy! Damn I wish I wasn't grounded!!! I wanna watch a movie so bad! Or at least get out of this house! Both my parents are home so it is not very exciting here! And I've already tried calling Sweetie, Eynn, and Colette!! They aren't home!! DAMN! This really sucks! So um......I'm just gonna take some more quizzes!!! LOL

Do journals really have to have a subcject??

I'm feeling: geeky

You'll find me: not telling!

I'm bored!! Yup.....REALLY bored!! Well I am sitting here pretending to do my work when I am really here on Tagged! Muwhahahaha!!! I'm bored!!! Yeah I am going to keep saying that cuz I am bored! Okay....anyways!! I wish I was still high and I wish Eynn and Darwin were still here! I am so freakin bored! And this song is really stupid. I am listening to the radio and the song that is playing is scaring me!! Yeah I am pretty much writing a bunch of pointless stuff cuz I am so bored! 5 MORE DAYS TIL EYNN'S BIRTHDAY!! Um yeah! I wanna go to sleep but it is too early and I still need to clean the kitchen! It sucks cuz I cook for my family and they still make me wash the dishes! I think it would be fair that since I cook they can at least clean after themselves! Ok I am just bitching now! Well what else is there to do when you are REALLY bored!! I wish I could use the phone! It sucks to be grounded still. And it also sucks that I will most likely still be grounded for the MORP dance! I wanna go but it is at the beginning of next month and I doubt my grades will be good enough for me to go then. If I don't go to anymore school dances this year then it will be only one school dance that I have gone to in two years!! I could have gone to the Homecoming dance but my plans changed. I wish I had gone. Um anyways I am still bored. Why don't they play any good songs on the radio nowadays?? I would put in a CD but I am too lazy! lol I wanna go to sleep! Ew....ok my sister is running around NAKIE!! Gross! I should call Joshy! I wonder if I can sneak the phone up here?!?! My parents will most likely catch me! lol DAMN! Justin Timberlake should die!! Yeah, one of his songs is on! I really should put in a CD! Maybe later! lol But I want to hear that Ray J. song! I like that song "One Wish"! Oh good the song is changing! lol Now I am listening to.......DIRTY LITTLE SECRET!!! lol Eynn's my "dirty little secret"!! lol Um.....yeah anyways this song is getting annoying!! I am too damn picky! lol Fucking songs! DIRTY LITTLE SECRET!! Ok that was random!! Ok now it is another stupid song! Anyways I'm going to stop writing about songs on the radio! It's just that I am bored!! I can't wait for tomorrow, cuz tomorrow is school and I am hardly bored at school! Well things will be different during lunch since Eynn got his schedule changed! (PUNK) Now I am going to feel like a loner! I'd change but I don't think I am allowed to since I have already changed my lunch at the beginning of the year! And plus Josh and Darwin are still in 5th hour lunch! It still sucks tho! Damn I am bored! Ok well I am going to go be bored somewhere else!!

I'm "Chillin'"!!!! lol

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: chillin'

Yeah!! School!! I'm so happy to be back at school! I'm not sitting around all day watching my crazzy sisters!! lol The only thing that sucks is that all my friends have not returned from break so I'm a loner most of the time! But its okay! I FINALLY got to see my Monkey!!! That was awesome!!! I missed him so much!!! Oh and the homework sucks once again!!! Grr!!! Damn homework!! This semester, I really need to bring my grades up so I won't be grounded anymore! I hate being grounded!!! And I want to go to that Morphed dance at school!! Eynn is my date!! lol I think I ate too much Ice Cream!!! I'm so coo, I just got back from swimming and I eat Ice Cream!! LOL Ew, and swimming sucked cuz there was this weird guy who kept bumping into me on purpose!! GROSS!!! lol Yeah!! Uh huh!! Sure! Right!! BUH BYE!!!

Good Bye 2005!!!!

I'm feeling: dorky

You'll find me: at home

Happy New Years Everyone!!

Quizzes!!

I'm feeling: bored

You'll find me: at home

I'm bored!! My solution is taking alot of random quizzes, Its not really helping!!!! LOL

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: chillin'

Boo!!! Muwhahahahaha.......­I'm bored!! Christmas break is very unexciting! Today I spent the whole morning watching Viva la Bam (LUV BAM!) and eating cookies! If I wasn't grounded I would be hanging out at the mall or watching a movie.Yeah it sucks! Christmas was okay, I got a new CD player, Harold and Kumar DVD, HIM hat, perfume and a Nine Inch Nails and 50 Cent CDs!! I'm surprised I even got anything cuz of my BAD grades and the stupid phone bill. LOL Well yeah anyways, I can't wait til skool!! I miss hanging out wit my friends and I want to see Monkey like crazzy. Talking with him last night just got me sad cuz I couldn't see him!! :( But I just have 6 more days so its coo!

PRESENTS!!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: at home

MERRY X-MAS EVERYONE!!!!

Being grounded sucks!!!! GRR!!!!

I'm feeling: dorky

You'll find me: chillin'

Guess what? I'm at home!!! Damn this sucks! If I wasn't grounded I would be at this dance!!! This sucks!! And to make it worse.......I REALLY miss my monkey today! I haven't talked to him since the other night, we stayed on the phone for 7 straight hours!!! lol It was coo. I can't wait for skool! I want to see him so bad!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO BE GROUNDED!!!!!?????!!­!! But anyways, not much going on. I'm still X-mas shopping!! And I am practically broke now! lol I still need to get some presents for my friends! Damn and my sisters are coming back tomorrow which means.....more babysitting!!! BLAH!!! And.......yeah......­.....

Eynn and Alex are sitting beside me........and Tiffaney is way over there ->

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: gettin' busy

Grr!!!! Rawr!! Hello everyone!!! I am sitting in this computer lab during my lunch break, bored and hungry. I feel pathetic cuz we are all just sittin here with nothing to do! It sucks!! I wished Nathan hadn't ditched us!!! Now I feel so unloved!!! *sigh* And our sheiba is missing!!! Thats Josh! Oh fudge I am bored!! Alex is looking at porn ONCE AGAIN!!!! I need food! Rawr!

These crazzy dorks!!

I'm feeling: happy

You'll find me: at school

boo!!!! Muwhahahhaha!! I have not been on in a Loooooong while!! Yeah my compy at home is being retarded!! So yeah....I am at skool now hanging wit my bitches!!! Josh is acting blotto!!!! Nathan is typing and talking to Kirsten "the hottest girl on campest"!! LOL! Waylon and Eynn are.............I don't know,,,,,but yeah! Anyways we have 13 days of skool........the Christmas Break!!! Well its not really a big deal for me since I am grounded til Febuary!!! STUPID PHONE BILLS!!!!! And it sucks cuz I haven't even showed my progress report to my parents!!!! Damn!!! lol Anyways I need to get home before my sisters kill each other!!! BUH BYE!!!!

Very Bored!!!

I'm feeling: dorky

You'll find me: chillin'

I'M BORED......BORED....­....BORED!!! Well yeah I am bored and grounded so I can't go anywhere!!! It sucks!! I don't even know why I am grounded!!! Well my break sucks!! I can't wait til skool starts and I can see all my friends and my monkey! I wish I could watch a movie!! Harry Potter again!! So far I have seen the GOF three times!!! Its just that awesome!! lol I'm still bored!! DAMN!!

*sigh* IT WAS AWESOME!!!

I'm feeling: geeky

You'll find me: at home

GOBLET OF FIRE IS SUCH AN AWESOME MOVIE!! I WATCHED IT REALLY REALLY EARLY THIS MORNING!!! LOL GOF RAWKS!!!!

HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!!!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: at home

1 MORE DAY!!! Well actually 16 hours!!! Damn I can't wait!!!!! I am suppose to be at skool right now but I'm not!!! I am going to get in line in an hour for tickets to the midnite release of GOF!!!!!! Sweetie should be here soon!!! We are such freaks!!! lol HARRY POTTER RAWKS MY SOX!!!!!!

GOF!!! lol

I'm feeling: weird

You'll find me: on my cell

2 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!

OH SHIT!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: in love

You'll find me: chillin'

3 MORE DAYS!!!

TOOT TOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: at home

4 MORE DAYS!!!

HA!

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: on IM :) :) :)

I'm bored! I wish I was watching a movie. My foot is asleep. It's getting cold in here. I miss my Monkey. My sister is jumping on her bed. Why hasn't Char called me yet? My watch time is three minutes behind my computer time. I'm bored. I want another sucker. I wonder what my friends are doing. Damn I wish I had some money. I'm bored.

Pink Elephants!!

I'm feeling: gloomy

You'll find me: not telling!

Today was an "ok" day! Not as bad as yesterday! The only thing that sucked about today was Catie! I'M GOING TO MISS BROWNIE!!! Yeah it sucks that I won't be able to see her everyday! Who am I going to be weird with?? Yeah I am sad now!! :(   Oh.........Josh is too kinky to be in skool!!

Fucking Mondays!!!

I'm feeling: bitchy

You'll find me: listening to music

Mondays need to die!!! Yeah I hate Mondays! Today sucked!! I was bored and sleepy all day so it sucked. I found out that I have a F in my first hour!! My stupid clan intros were due today and I didn't finish....shit!! I have to finish my damn essay by 4th hour tomorrow!! Some of my friends were sick so they weren't as hyper as usual! And I barely even got to see my Monkey!! Yeah I already miss him. He was most likely the highlight of my day! Damn Mondays!! I think I bitch too much!!! lol

ok...ok...I give.........

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: playing hooky

For all that wanted me to join My Space, I did it. So now you can add me or whatever!!

http://www.myspace.c­om/spider_gurl11

Sad to say that I don't know shit about that damn site. I can't figure out how to edit anything! Damn!!

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I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: on the beach

I was forked by Pinky today!!!! I wish I was Waylon!!! Eynn touched my button!!! And Catie is rubbibg me!! Now I am going with Catie!!! Sweetie should come!!!

I'm feeling: in love

You'll find me: at home

I miss my Monkey right now!!

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm......­....................­.............

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: watching TV

Muwhahahahahaha!!! Today I almost kicked someone with my fist!!! And Catie was going to elbow someone with her shoulder!!! lol It was Awesome!!! Damn I still can't believe we ditched Eynn and Sweetie!! But I am glad they still love us.......and just because we gave them lids and straws!!! They are so crazzy! lol Well I am bored now....just sittin here bored.....bored! lol This weekend is going to suck tho cuz I will be grounded by Friday night!! DAMN REPORT CARDS!!!!!!!!!! SO tomorrow is my last free day and I have to babysit.....UGH!! Yeah it sucks! I'll probably just drag my friends over to hang out.......then I'll be on my own with those two psycho sisters!! lol DAMN!!!

WHOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: on the beach

HALLOWEEN WAS SO AWESOME!!! FREE CANDY!!! I HAD THE MOST FUN!!! NOW ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS GET HYPER OFF THE CANDY!!! LOL MY FRIENDS ARE SO WEIRD!!! BUT I LOVE THEM LIKE CRAZZY!!! CANDY......CANDY....­..............CANDY!­!!!!!!

DUDE!!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: chillin'

HALLOWEEN IS TOMORROW!!!!

TWO MORE FREAKIN DAYS!!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: chillin'

Muwhahahahahahahahah­aha!!!!!! Um yeah I am bored right now......just sittin here bored!!! lol Yeah I think I have eaten too much cereal once again!!! LOL I am jumpy and most likely hyper........yup HYPER!!!! And from cereal!!! LOL Sweetie knows what cereal does to me......espically Froot Loops!!! LOL Anyways it is Saturday and I am once again stuck at home babysitting!!! Shit I can't wait til tonight!!! Me and my friend Chy are going to a haunted house and maybe Saw 2!!!! Fuck Yeah!!! Oh shit and later my friend Eynn is suppose to come by and get me high.........again!!­! lol Okay so today won't be as terrible!!! lol But right now I am so FREAKIN BORED!!!!!! lol Rrrrrriiiiiiiggggggh­hhhhhhhhtttttttttttt­.................

10.26.05    5:10 pm PT

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I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: not telling!

Well today was defintely a Wednesday!! And yeah I hate wednesday! Nothing good ever happens on a wednesday! DAMN WEDNESDAYS!!!! Well today I found out one of my bestest friends is moving away and I will hardly get to see her! I am so sad!! I'll miss her like crazzy!! But I know that once she goes my other friend will not hang out with us that much and I feel so sad!!!! I don't want my friend to go and I actually have the choice of her staying or going. But I don't want it to be like that!! If she wants to go for her own reasons she can. I don't want to be the one holding her back and it is her decision. Its just going to suck without her!! DAMN!!!! I hate it when my friends move!! It just sucks!! But I am sorta relieved that she is the one saying good bye and leaving cuz I don't want to be that person when my time comes to leave shithole farmington!! But anyways I am sad now and I need to get happy.............. so yeah................­.......

ooooookay!

I'm feeling: dreamy

You'll find me: at home

Damn today was so tripped out!! It felt like I was half asleep the whole day! Damn I can't explain it!! Sorta like I was there but not fully there! LOL I am not making any sense at all! LOL But yeah right now I am bored and it sucks!! Shit I am suppose to be hanging with Eynn!! My dad is EVIL!!! Oh well!! It was coo too cuz I got to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory again!!! And it was weird cuz we went to Hastings and of all people I see David "Banner"!!! Yeah that was a surprise!! He looked exactly the same and he kept giving me these weird looks! I stayed as far away as I could from him!! LOL Damn he brought back unwanted memories!!! Well yeah I am bored!! So.........BYE!

OMG!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: wild

You'll find me: gettin' busy

JOSH IS PREGNANT!!!!! AND I SWEAR CATIE, IT WASN"T ME!!!! I THINK IT WAS THE SNACK BAR LADY CUZ SHE CALLED HIM CUTE TODAY!!!!! LOL AND I THINK I SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM STARBURST SUCKERS CUZ I KEEP RANDOMLY TWITCHING!!!!! MUWHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! YEAH, UM, UH HUH.................­.BOO!!!

DAMN!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: on IM :) :) :)

HA!!! I just noticed that I am not smiling in any of my pictures that I posted on here!! How weird is that?!? Well I hate smiling for the camera!!! Anyways I am bored and hungry!!! VERY HUNGRY!!! But I do not wanna go downstairs cuz my dad is down there and he is in one of his "moods" so I prefer to stay up here and not get yelled at for no reason. Anyways Boys Are Stupid!!! lol Yeah alot of my friends are having trouble with guys and I just feel so sorry and bad for them. Guys will be guys..........they can't help it. But my guy problems are limited these days since I have my Monkey!! I just wish I could help my friends more. DAMMIT!!! Well I am going to be brave now and go downstairs to eat!!!! DUN DUN DUN!!!!!

jknuhqjekvuigrvfhwji­jufvhjevbjbewubvjwb!­!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: listening to music

My parents are so evil!!!! Damn I am sitting here at home ALL ALONE while they are out watching a movie! Gah!!! Well I am grounded but I feel so deserted right now!! I wish I was out right now! I hate being home on a saturday when I know that alot of people are outside having fun!!! :( Yeah I am just bumming myself out!! But it is freakin BORING!!!! I probably look pathetic right now, sittin here listening to Deftones and getting myself "emo"!! I want to see my Monkey so bad right now!! But I won't see him til Monday!!! :( Shit I need to stop getting sad!!!! Whatever the fuck I smoked yesterday got me depressed!! I am such a dumbass!!!!! *sigh* Well I have nothing else to write and if I continue, I'll just get myself more sad, so BUH BYE!!!!!!

BOO!!!

I'm feeling: weird

You'll find me: on my cell

Hey!!! I got married today!!! Yesssssss!!!! Uh huh I am bored......just sittin here......bored!! LOL And now my sister is telling me some pointless story about an ice cream truck. Yeah I am not even paying attention to her! LOL I can't wait until tomorrow!!! I am going to help Eynn make spaghetti and then we are going to do something else!!!! LOL Well I need to stop being lazy and start cleaning....UGH!!!! Love Ya!!!!

DUH!!!!

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: at home

Today I had a very blonde moment with my friend Chyenna!!!! I can't believe how stupid we were!!! LOL We're IDIOTS!!!! And since it was a very stupid moment I do not wish to repeat what we did!! LOL *wink wink* Now I just got to remember for today to shut my mouth during 6th hour and Eynn, Ding Dongs (not Twinkies), and a locked room!!!! LOL Yeah my friends are crazzy!!! But I would not have them any other way!! I love them too much that I would never wish them to be any different! Well I gtg!!!!! LOVE YA ALL!!!!!

Yum............TACOS­!!!!

I'm feeling: in love

You'll find me: chillin'

Muwhahahahaha.......­..I am eating Tacos!!! Yeah its awesome!!!!

YESSSSSSSS!!!!! YESSSSSSSS!!!

I'm feeling: relieved

You'll find me: on my cell

I'M ALIVE!!!! Yeah I did not get caught!! So right now I am unpunished and my parents are partially clueless to what I did last night!! Fuck Yeah! But shit I got paranoid for nothing!!! LOL And now I think my dad is a natural psycho!!! His weird ass message makes me question his sanity! *Hmmm* Well anyways I am so HAPPY right now!!! But I am sorta grounded! Damn! Which means I can not help cook spaghetti with Eynn on Friday! Fuck he is going to be so mad! Oh well! I miss my Monkey!!

BORED!!!!!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: listening to music

Freakin Compy!!!

I'm feeling: tired

You'll find me: on my cell

Boo!! Yeah my computer is being mean to me!! I am trying to put more pics of myself on and it won't let me but I am able to put pics of my friends on!!! Damn computer!! LOL Anyways I am bored and sleepy......mostly bored. I am lucky to even be on right now since my dad is being a bitch AGAIN!!! He is freakin accusing me of getting into his 'beer'!! Fuck no I didn't take any!! I can get my own, I don't have to steal it from my parents!! Well yeah we were yelling at each other AGAIN!!! Damn I swear it is getting worse everyday! Oh well! Fuck him! Anyways I watched Corpse Bride today 'finally'!!! I liked it.......I thought it was cute! lol Oh and I finally got a new cell phone!! Its the same model and everything but the only difference is that this one is not screwed up and the screen doesn't shut off on me!!! Yessssss!!! Anyways.............­.......BUH BYE!!!!! Love Ya!! 

LOL

I'm feeling: dorky

You'll find me: playing hooky

Kissing some one 41 min. burns 26 calories 

Giving oral sex massages the jaw.... while burning 32 calories

Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens ur teeth

Having nice sex burns 358 carolies

Having rough sex burns 543 calories **<--(make it hurt)-->**

Repost this bullentin in the next 15 min. & ur crush will give u somethin' special  2morrow

If u break this chain u will have the worst day of ur life 2morrow and awful sex 4 a year    

Polka Dots!

I'm feeling: frisky

You'll find me: gettin' busy

Boo!!! Damn I writing this in a very uncomfortable poisition!!! My lil' sister is kicking my back like crazzy right now and it freakin hurts!!! OW!! Anyways, yeah I am bored once again......avoiding my homework. My freakin dad is in my room so I can't even kick back in there! Fucker! Now my other sister is bothering me! *sigh* They are horrible.But yeah not much going on........just bored right now. Yup I still feel like a bitch to Butters!!! I feel all responsble for him but it was his fault I broke up with him. And I don't even feel like that for him. It gets me mad!! And sorta depressed since he is one of my best friends. Damn Guys!!! I know it is going to get all dramatic again like last year. But this time he had his chance so he can't really complain and Char shouldn't get mad at me. Damn.....wel anyways GTG!!!! Love Ya!!!

La La La........

I'm feeling: geeky

You'll find me: on my cell

I'm eating Gummy Worms!!! HA HA!!! And I'm not going to share!!!

*BEEP*

I'm feeling: bored

You'll find me: at home

Boo! Muwhahahahaha!! I love you guys!! LOL Sorry I am bored and hyper! Yup just sittin here at home........bored! *sigh* Dammit! I am waiting for Jelly to call me so I won't be bored!! Bored Bored Bored!!! And now I am freakin out cuz there is this weird beeping noise and I have no clue where it is coming from!!! And yeah.........still bored!!!

He so RAWKS!!!!

I'm feeling: happy

You'll find me: gettin' busy

I'm liking Monkey more and more everyday! He is funny and sweet. I love talking to him! ANd today he gave me a rubber duck!!!! LOL I am such a sucker but I thought it was really sweet. And most of my friends like him and approve. I just feel sort of guilty about Apple Pie! I blame myself for what he is going through and I can't even fix it for him. The only thing I can do is try to make him forget about me! I just hope he stays my friend!!! Monkey rawks my socks!!! LOL

DAMMIT!!!!

I'm feeling: depressed

You'll find me: not telling!

I feel like such a BITCH today!!!! Why do I always hurt people?!?! I am so confused!!!

RAIN!!!

ITS RAINING!!!! UM............. NO I'M NOT GOING OUTSIDE!!

ALL ALONE!!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: listening to music

I'M TALKING TO MYSELF ONCE AGAIN!!!

Stupid, Clueless Parents!

I'm feeling: weird

You'll find me: on the beach

I am not suppose to be on the computer, but I am ALWAYS on! LOL Being grounded doesn't suck that much I guess! LOL Yup my parents are CRAZY!!!! And I want more STARBURSTS!!!!!!!!!!­!!!

LOL

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: on my cell

Muwhahahahahahahaah!­! I am not suppose to be on the compy!!!

Damn Grades!!!

I'm feeling: rebellious

You'll find me: on IM :) :) :)

Ha Ha!! I am grounded!!! Not cool! Yup, my parents flipped out over my Ds! lol I am not suppose to be on the compy right now so sssshhhhhhh! Don't tell! lol I knew this was going to happen. Shit I was grounded the whole last year cuz of my C in math! I just hope I can get off for Halloween since it is my favorite holiday and I will die if I can't go Trick-or-Treatin'!! lol Such a kid....I know! But I don't really mind being grounded since the most fun I have is with my friends at school. Today was fun too! I was stripping! lol (Only for you Char ;) lol) And Michael FINALLY gave me his Deftones shirt!!! Oh and this morning I stole a donut!!!! Muwhahahahaha!!! lol Yep I am a dork!!! Anyways I talked to that guy who asked me out! It was nice I guess. I mean it was the first conversation we have had. I feel like a jerk for turning him down on the movies! But I do have sisters to babysit. I don't know!! Cuz I still like _____ and it drives me mad!! Right when I decide to forget about him and move on, he makes it confusing for me. I just can't forget about him but I don't want to hurt ~D~!! I do like him but.........shit I don't know! Well talking about guys is getting me FRUSTRATED!!! So TA-TA-FOR-NOW!!!!

*CRYING*

I'm feeling: sad

My uncle left about an hour ago for Montana!!!!!! I don't know when I'm going to see him again!!!! *crying*

STUPID BOYS!!!!!!

I'm feeling: depressed

You'll find me: gettin' busy

Why are guys so FRUSTRATING???? Damn, all they do is confuse me!!! I don't even know why I try! GAH!!!

*sigh*

I'm feeling: frustrated

You'll find me: not telling!

Today was an okay day! I mean I woke up this morning thinking that it would be a bad day but it turned out alright I guess. I am sort of sad but happy at the same time. It sucks too cuz my favorite uncle is moving to Montana!!! I am going to miss him so bad!! But at least I won't have to gaurd my CDs with my life!! LOL I had an "okay" weekend except that I was partially depressed. I am confused over this guy I 'think' I like. I can't tell if I still like him which doesn't make sense. I mean last week I was crazzy about him and this week I don't even know. You see I thought he liked me but then over the weekend he acted like I didn't matter which got me confused. So now I don't think he likes me and I sorta still like him on some level which is stupid. And when I saw him today I just wanted to SCREAM!!!! I figured he would have realized that I liked him by now so I think he knows but he just doesn't want to say anything about it. But I guess I have to forget about him anyways since I was asked out today by a guy I liked before. LOL Just ask Chyenna if you want details! LOL "Skateboarders are so HOTT!!!" lol But anyways I will go out with that guy cuz I think he is cute and is skateboarderish. Plus I love his smile! LOL SO I need to get over my stupid crush on _____ and move on! *sigh*

4trguijhrionviofngvw­urgwjvnjfnvub!! BOO!!

I'm feeling: geeky

You'll find me: gettin' busy

RUBBER DUCKIES WILL RULE THE WORLD!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

PUT THE LIME IN THE COKE YOU NUT!!

I STEAL MONKIES!!!

SUPPORT 5683!!!

BOO!!!

SPIDER-MAN!!!

RAWR!!

MUWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!­!!!

GRR!!!

POLKA DOTS!!!

*RANDOM* *RANDOM* *RANDOM*

I LOVE TWINKIES!!!

Put this in your tagged journal please: RIP 2Pac June 16, 1971 - September 13, 1996 Also, tell people to do it and tell them to pass it on also. Thanks!

erjihgierhgieurhgerj­nuesiht!!!!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: chillin'

BOO! Yup........thats all I wanted to say!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: gettin' busy

RUBBER DUCKIES WILL RULE THE WORLD!!!!!!!

Thinking...........

I'm feeling: dreamy

You'll find me: listening to music

Well hello dorks! Yeah I am just home bored and babysitting as always! LOL Yup I'm thinking of boys once again but not like my usual ways lol! I'm just thinking of how I have bad luck wit them. It's either guys who lie, cheat, push, drink, are ashamed of me, fight, yell, get scared, don't care or just aren't right for me. Yeah I am getting tired of it. Damn boys! LOL I just wish I could stay away! Oh and I have now come to the conclusion that I am over "David Banner"! I haven't seen him since that one night and I was a fool to hope he would call. But thats just me. I hope too much. But if I don't have hope, whats left for me? All I do with my trying is hurt people or get hurt myself. I pick great guys and then they end up changing and I keep thinking thats it's my fault for what they do. Like it's my fault for them to cheat, to lie to me, to have them hurt me, to not trust me, to not care. LOL Its sounds messed up but thats my sort of luck with guys. And pathetic me is crazzy over a guy, but I've liked him for a long time even when I was with Josh. I know thats messed up but me and Josh have always been "just friends"! We never got any closer than that. But yeah I just need to find the right guy. Well I'm just going to get myself sad if I keep thinking about this so BUH BYE!!!

Hello EVERYONE!!! I am at the library being bored! Yup it rawks!!! Yeah not much happening! Its the weekend.....finally!­!! Damn this week seemed longer than usual. But shit it didn't rain today so I am not as hyper as yesterday which sucks ass! LOL And this weekend is not going to be that fun either since I have SSSSSOOOOO much homework and it sucks And school gurl me has to go in tomorrow too! Ha Ha! But yeah I think thats all for now so Buh Bye!!!

I LOVE TWINKIES!!!!!!

TWINKIES!!!!!!

PUT THE LIME IN THE COKE YOU NUT!!!!!!!!! CATIE HEARS SALAD!!!!!!! BOO! TWINKIES!!!!!!!!!!

RAIN RAIN!!!!

I'm feeling: happy

You'll find me: at home

Well today was a GRRREEEEAT day! You just gotta love the rain! But a horrible day to wear a skirt! lol It was so fun. I just wish I could have done some -PUDDLE SPLASHING-!!! Most awesomest thing to do!! But the horrible thing is that everything in my bag got soaked! lol Yup it sucks! And I was soaking wet! My shoes are still squishing!!! *squish squish* Yeah I am being wierd now!! The rain does that to me! I think its cuz most of the best thing happens to me when it rains. (like today - not saying anything more-)

La La La........

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: playing hooky

Hello there! I am bored once again and avoiding my homework! Well my weekend sucked since all I did was clean and paint!! GRR!!! It was horrible! Yeah nothing exciting has happened in school yet which really sucks! And I might get kicked out of my Journalism class if I don't get my next 2 stories turned in! It's messed up. I love Journalism and being on the Newspaper!! But my teacher is willing to take that away just cuz I didn't finish my story last week. And to make it worse my grades have not been very good this year so far an my dork sisters are bring 100's!!! Damn that makes me look bad in front of my parents. So now I have to get good grades like them or my parents will start gounding me more! Well yeah, nothing else to say so TA TA 4 NOW!!!

Boo!!! Boo..........Agian!!­!!

I'm feeling: weird

You'll find me: gettin' busy

Well hello everyone! It's the weekend already! This week went by too fast. And it sux cuz nuttin' interesting happened! UGH! And cuz of the freakin' gas prices I'm not even allowed out this weekend! So I get to be stuck here for three days wit nothing to do! Oh but lucky me I get to babysit! Ha! Well not much really going on just the boy that I like is driving me crazy!! I wanna tell him but then I am too shy! Yes, me shy! Hardly happens! Only wit guys I REALLY like! Maybe I'll tell him next week! Yeah right!! Like thats going to happen! *SIGH* Boys..............da­mn them!! LOL

Homework!!

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: on the beach

Well school has started and I am getting back on my old schedule. Things are not as fun as last year though. I don't know. It seems more serious. And I can't get into the old crazy me who was always running around screaming at lunch. Yeah I still joke around but not like how I was last year. The rotten homework has picked up too.Oh it's so annoying how much work there is to do and it is only the first week of school!! I can tell you now that my grades are not going to be that good this school year. But I still like being busy now other than staying home all day bored. I just wish the fun was still there. Maybe it will take awhile to come back? I don't know.

Moo says the cow!

I'm feeling: weird

You'll find me: gettin' busy

Howdy ya'll! So whats going on out there? I'm just sittin here once again babysitting my dork sisters! Yup having the time of my life. School for me actually starts in two more days.Goodies!! I guess. I get a feeling that my whole summer was pretty much wasted. Well that what you get living here in lil ol' farmington where there is nothing to do. I'm so gald I'll be outta here this time next year.But damn I am going to miss my friends. Well it is too soon to be thinking of that. Instead I'll feel sorry for myself for the fact that it is the last Saturday of my summer vacation and once again I am not going anywhere. I wish my parents weren't so damn strict. If they weren't I would be hittin up the mall or the fair this very second. Ha, if only if only. Well I am going to stop bitchin cuz I know ya'll are tired of it so until laters.............

Lucky Charms!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: at home

Boo! Hello ya'll! So how's it going? I'm doing great just bored and what not. God 5 more days til school! Now I don't wanna go! LOL I haven't even finished ANY of my summer homework. Grr! I don't even think I'll finish in time! Oh well! I always do this. I am a procrastinator! Yup, thats me! I haven't even talked to any of my friends except Chyenna. That chick gots lunch with me now! Along with Alex!! Sad tho, no Josh. I guess thats how it will go. Now it seems like me and him are going to be strangers. Ha! And last year I couldn't wait to se him. Now I am nervous. Well I am going to have some more LUCKY CHARMS!!!

jebvebjvfewriohgeroi­jgn

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: chillin'

Boo! Well hello people! Just wanted to say "HI" ! So yeah.....um........H­I!!!

Howdy!

I'm feeling: weird

You'll find me: chillin'

Well hello again! I am finally home and feeling bored already! Yup! Skool is suppose to start soon and sadly, I am anxiously waiting! Well not much else to say so TTFN!!

TWO WEEKS!!!

Sorry everyone I know but I will be out of town for 2 weeks so I am not able to answer anything you send!!!!!!!!!

HARRY POTTER!!!!

I'm feeling: shocked

You'll find me: at home

Well I went to the release and within 24 hours I finished HBP!!! Faster then my friends! Yyyyeeeesssssss!!! I am shocked and a bit depressed that it will be about another two years til find out how everything is going to turn out! GRR!!!

4 hours and 10 minutes til the release!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH­HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH­HHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am such a wussy!

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: not telling!

Sadly I still have not broken up with Josh! I was going to do it but I just lost the feel of it when we were talking! It felt like old times and I thought at that moment that everything would go back to how it was! Well I was a fool to think such a thing! Everything is more messed up between us now and it is driving me crazy!!! I need to break up with him but whenever we start talking I automatically think that it is okay and I don't have to do it! UGH!! I am hopeless! I have been with him for 9 whole months and I bet that evil asshole doesn't even notice! Grr!! I feel so confused about what to do! He seems like he is only my friend and nothing more! Well anyways nothing else really going on! Happy 4th of July!!

Sad and Lonely! NEED TO FEEL HAPPY!!!!!

I'm feeling: depressed

You'll find me: not telling!

Hello world! I am sad to say that I am becoming more pathetic! I miss being HAPPY! At skool, I was always the one smiling and trying to get others to smile! Now it is the other way around! I am not smiling and others are trying to get me to smile! Well before I get sad again ~TOODLES~

BORED!!!

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: at home

Hello people! I am finally back home and it is already boring! Summer.....ugh! The only good thing about it is no more grades! I miss my friends!! *sniff* At least I am not grounded anymore and I am allowed to go to the movies or the mall! But right now I am sadly babysittting my sisters! They are now running around downstairs trying to hit each other with the brooms! My enetertainment for the day! I feel really pathetis being at home with nothing to do! This summer is defiantly not like last summer. Last summer I watched a movie every week with either my friends or my boyfriend. I had some one to hang out with everyday. Now it is all different! I have not seen any of my friends and I barely get phone calls from my boyfriend. Well it is a different boyfriend than the one from last summer! But I still have that pathetic feeling!

One more DAY!!!

I'm feeling: happy

You'll find me: chillin'

YIPEE!!!!! Skool is almost out!! Oh I can't wait! TOOT TOOT! I am too hyper to sit still and type so BYE BYE!!!!!

MUWHAHAHAHAHA.......­....................­...........

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: not telling!

I am home!!! YAH! TOOT TOOT! I had to take my Math finals today whiched sucked Green Eggs and Ham!!! But it was multiple choice so alot of guessing was done! LOL Now I am sitting here being SILLY! I had about 20 to 25 pixie sticks today and they are really starting to kick in!! LOL I am twitching! Damn pixie sticks! Just like a drug!! AND I WANT MORE!!!!!!!!! Well I gots two more days left of skool! I can't tell yet if I am happy or sad about it! I mean I am leaving my friends for close to three months but I am also leaving homework, notes, tests, grades, teachers,and what not! WHEW!! I am getting bored just sitting here and typing so I am going to......go that way and start.........STREAK­ING!!!!!! LOL Just Kidders! *wink*

I WATCHED IT!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: listening to music

Muwhahahahahah......­.....Star Wars was AWESOME!!!!!! I saw Yoda fight but lose, Jedis die (sad), Wookies, and a fabulous space war!! I was fully satisfied and can not wait to watch it again!!! R2D2 is now one of my favorite charcters!!! Well this is the last week of skool!! It is sad because all these weird things are coming out in the open and all it is doing is bumming me out!!! To make it worse, FINALS are coming up and I am not sure how to react! It feels as tho everything around is changing! I don't want things to change!

Two days untill Star Wars!!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: listening to music

Tis two days til Star Wars!!!! WHOO HOO!!! TOOT TOOT!!! I am practically peeing my pants in excitement!!! Don't worry *checks pant* I'm still dry!! And I am using alot of '!!!'!!! LOL Ooh la la and skool is ALMOST out finally!!! But the crappy thing is that my finals are next week!! AAAAAHHHHHHH.......F­lippin finals! Well I am prolly boring you now so TOODLES!!!

GOOD MORNING!!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: gettin' busy

Hello people on the outside!! *waves* I am writing this thing in the morning before I head to skool so don't be surprised if this doesn't make sense!! LOL Well not much is going on right now....just bored and wasting my time (and yours)! Well there are 10 days left of skool!! YIPEE!!!!! I can not wait til the summer and I can finally be away from the homework, notes and the damn tests!! The only crappy thing I have to worry about is the finals.......ugh!!! Oh yesterday I met the cooest guy!!! He is a fellow spider fan and likes almost all the things I like!! Tripped out huh? There aren't any guys like him around here cuz all the guys think spiderman is gay! NOT TRUE!!!!! Ooh la la 6 more days til I get to see Star Wars!!! I kno.........I am a geek!!! I'lll be standing line 4 'o'clock in the morning along with all the other Star War nerds!! LOL I'm not like a HUGE fan but like just enough to be skipping skool for it!!! sssssshhhhhhhhhh....­.

I'm not suppose to be on!!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: watching TV

Hello everyone! Guess what? I am not suppose to be on the computer right now!! LOL who cares righjt cuz I kno you won't tell on me right? Well you better not or I'll never be allowed on! Well I don't really have much to say! It is flippin hot right now! Oh we have 14 more days of skool and then the SUMMER!!!! WOO HOO!!!!!!

Skool is almost out!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: on my cell

Guess what everyone??? I only have about 18 days left of skool!!!! TOOT TOOT! I am happy :) but at the same time sad :(!! I hate the thought of not seeing my friends or just any fun people from skool!! I might not even have my boyfriend!!! Oh well I shouldn't let it get to me!

La La La........

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: gettin' busy

Well hello again I am bored and have nothing better to do! Well actually I am suppose to be doing my homework but that is what you have alarm clocks for! 32 more days til skool gets out over here and I kno I am going to die waiting! Mr. Brightside is on!!!! Sorry I love that song! Well yeah I am just time-killing til I get chased off the compy by my parents! Not much happening.......oh yeah I got in trouble tonight about my cell phone again! I am so proud of myself! Out of 700 mins on our family plan........I used 554! Rock On! But it is unfair cuz most of those calls I didn't make like the one to Alamos! I know nobody from there so how could I have made that call? I believe it is more likely one of my friends I lend my phone to! *shrugs shoulders* Oh well I didn't get my pkone taken away at least!! Well I am bored just sittin here so I am going to be bored somewhere where it is fun to be bored in! ~Toodles~

i am not a little kid!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: chillin'

I AM NOT A LITTLE KID!!!

I can't be who you want me to be. I am what you chose. You are drifting away. It feels like I don't know you. I want to scream in pain. Why do you torment me so? If you don't want to be with me. LEAVE!! TURN YOUR BACK AWAY! AND GO! I thought you were different. Someone I could count on. I don't think you even care. You act like I am something to tolerate. I am what I am.

'4:20'

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: playing hooky

I just wanted to write 'Happy 4:20' and that was it!

Life is a bitch and then you die. So fuck the world and lets get high!

Um............Yeah!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: listening to music

Hello again! So how is it going? Guess what? Are you guessing? Well keep guessing! LOL naw I am just kidders! My birthday was Thursday and I am now offically 15! Um, yeah I lied to some people on here and told you I was already 15 but I was really only 14......until April 14th! It was coo! I had my friends stay the night and we had a 'killer time'!! And last night there was this foam party and town and I went! It was ghetto! There was even all that much foam and they had to keep shutting it off cuz some of the younger kids were getting crazy! I still had fun cuz I was with Butters! Well nuttin else going on so I am going to stop putting you to sleep right now! Bye

Back to normal

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: at home

Ok everyone I am back to normal.......or I mean weird! Well I'm not sad anymore! Last night was weird! I felt so sad then I was chatting and I didn't feel sad! Maybe I was just lonely! Anyways thanx for cheering me up!! Now today is Sunday and there is never anything to do on Sunday! I get to sit at home and clean! All the stores are either closed or they close early so I can't go anywhere fun! My friend Chyenna is out of town so I can't hang out with her! And my other friends are either too lazy to do anything or they are at church! Church isn't my thing so 'I don't think so'! Maybe I'll walk down to the movies on my lonesome and watch sumting! Thats what I always do anyway! Anyone want to watch a movie wit me?? Anyone?

Something is wrong!

I'm feeling: sad

You'll find me: at home

I don't know what is up with me all of a sudden!!?? I feel sad but have no reason to be! Hmmm...........I don't know and I don't likes the feeling at all! I'm usually hyper or jumpy or at least happy, but not now!! Oh well, I'll just go sit in the dark and wait for the bad feeling to go away!!

Oh my god.......it's you!! Right on! Well my week has been very, hmmm whats the word, fun! Like it always is when my friends are around! Today we did our everyday weird things, smear ink all over our faces, record people when they weren't looking, try to make someone scream, you kno, the usual! And yeah.....well I think I am done boring you so PEACE, LOVE, AND CHICKEN GREASE!!

I'm feeling: flirtatious

You'll find me: watching TV

THE RUBBER DUCKIES HAVE MY SANDWHICH! Those coo little guys are taking over the world and you kno it. Beware the wrath of the Rubber Duckies!! Ok, got thats out of me system and now to bore you with how my days have been lately! Well everything is boring, except my friends, and I am still grounded which means I have not been anywhere fun since last year!! Wow what a surprise! I am pretty certain that is how my sophmore year is going to turn out.......but I will have my JOSHY!! My boyfriend told me today that he will be going to school at FHS for the time I am going to be there. Damn I am so happy right now just knowing I get to stay with him for a few more months before I move!! Well yeah I am too hyper to write so BYE BYE! TOODLES! T-T-F-N!

AT HOME ONCE AGAIN

I'm feeling: weird

You'll find me: chillin'

Hello weird people! I am happy to say that I went to skool today! I kno, weird again! It felt so good to be back at that place again. I saw my Joshy!! And if I wasn't so damn sick I would have kissed him my hardest! Well yeah I shouldn't really be telling you this! Anyways I got to hang with my friends again which was a relief cuz I thought I was going to turn pyscho if I didn't see them! Everything seemed all different todat tho! I mean it was as if I was gone longer than a week from there. Hmm......um anyways.....yup not much else to say except RUBBER DUCKIES WILL RULE THE WORLD!!!

'BOO!!'`

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: at home

Hey Ya'll! Whats up my homie-slices!! Me nadda just extremely bored!! I got sick last night so I missed my first day back from SPRING BREAK!! It sucked more then anything cuz I did not see my Joshy or any of my other friends. Damn I miss them all! I am 100% sure I am going to skool tomorrow cuz if I don't then I'm going to go insane!! Oh..........wait....­.....I'm already insane!! DUH!! Well you guys get the point! I kno it is weird to miss skool but I am a weird person so of course......I miss skool! Well you would to if you had to sitt at home for the past week and babysit two little monstrous girls! Oh just one more night and I can see my baby finally!! I  miss him too much right now!! Well I have not much else to say so T-T-F-N!!

"Easter"

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: at school

Hello ppl! Hi, how are you? Well as you all kno today is Easter! Big whoop! Who cares really? I stooped caring when the older adults told me I was too old to join into the hunts! Now I get to help the wittle kids and miss out on the rewards!! Blah.......that sucks! I hope everyone has a better Easter than me!

My Rule is if you give me Tags, I'll give you Tags back!!!

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: gettin' busy

Why hello again! It's nice to see you.......what has it been....two dats since I wrote in here! Well nothing has been going on. I'm on my SPRING BREAK and it sucks cuz all I have been doing is staying home cleaning and babysitting my sisters! I'm still grounded so I ain't even allowed to go anywhere! This weekend we are going up to Arizona tho for my cousins b-day! I'm only going for the cake and ice cream! And to say 'Happy Birthday' to my out-of-control cousin! Damn.....I want to get away from my demonic sisters!!!

Computer!!!

I'm feeling: rushed

You'll find me: at home

Hello guys or girls (whichever you want to be)! I am writing this fastly cuz I'm not suppose to be on this dang computer! It's a family computer and I have a right to be on it too, huh? Anyways my parents don't think I should be on the computer so much! I don't get it, if they don't want me on then why did they buy a flippin' computer in the first place. I mean my mom is never on and my dad is only on to look at pointlesss websites but I actually put a use to this thing! Oh well......I will never understand the minds if parents!!!!!!

COFFEE!!!

I'm feeling: wild

You'll find me: at school

Coffee.......coffeee­........COFFEE!!!! As you probably already know I am at school drinking coffee! Yeah I am bored just sittin' here in my 1st hour playing on the computer. I am waiting for my teacher Edwardo to give his morning commands. I'm suppose to be coming up with story ideas for the next newspaper. I'll do one on our school pow-wow and.........???.....­....um..........oh well, I'll think of one later.Oh, guess what? We have two more days til SPRING BREAK!!! YIPPEE..............­....okay I'm alright now. I don't even know why I'm excited. It's only 5 days of no school! I wish it could be more!

Hello from the otherside!

I'm feeling: weird

You'll find me: at school

Hay! or Hey! Hows it going people? Me not much just sittin here in school right next to Catie Eighty. I am suppose to be writing a story on our schools pow wow. Well if you didn't already know I am in the FHS newspaper. Its a good class but I fell behind on my stories and I don't know if I'll be able to finish. Well C U Later!

School and Shopping

I'm feeling: happy

You'll find me: gettin' busy

Hello people who actually read my Journal! I have just got home from a very "exciting" day of shopping and bad grades. We, as in my school, had parent/teacher conferences and my mom insisted on going! She found out how poorly I am doing in school and now I am on a contract for my high tardies and unexcused absences. That really sucks cuz if I am 'bad' that damn contract can keep me from getting my high school credits! Well I know I'm going to fail so "what the hell"! After that fun part we gots to go to Wal-Mart and I had to stand around for a hour just doing nuttin' and looking at old magizines. This has probably been my most patehtic day! I actually can't wait til Monday so I can see my boyfriend and I'll be happier. He is the only one I know who keeps me partially sane.

Baby-Sitting

I'm feeling: bored

You'll find me: at home

Hello people! I am at home baby-sitting! How sad, a Saturday night and I am stuck  BABY-SITTING! I wasn't going to untill I was bribed with chinese food and the new 50 cent CD(which I am listening to right now). Yup....what a sucker I am. Anyways not much going on, just sitting here feeling bored and waiting for someone to call. Need to make physical contact with someone over 8 yrs old. Damn, here comes my sisters! They aren't that bad, they just annoy me like crazy! Well six more hours to go till my parents come home, how FUN!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: gettin' busy

Hello everybody! Just thought I'd write something since there is nuthin' else to do. Yeah not much going on..........not much to say........um I'm grounded AGAIN! Same as always, it is cuz of my grades. My parents trip out over C's, it's like I can't satisfy them or I'm not good enough for them. Just because I am the oldest they expect me to be Perfect! Why can't parents understand that who you are is who you are and you can't change it?! Damn, now I'm all sad. Okay, on a lighter subject.............­....................­............Everyone­ should 'Vote For Pedro'!

"Cough"

I'm feeling: sick

You'll find me: at home

Hello people!

I'm stuck at home w/ the FLU!! It is horrible, but on the bright side it is better than being locked in a classroom listening to some old fart go on about stuff that does not interest me. Right now I'm writing a wonderful story/biography on the most ultimate Spider-Man! And after this I'm going to watch the real thing.

Laterssssss,

Me

Nuthin' Going On

I'm feeling: dorky

You'll find me: not telling!

Hello dudes and dudettes, not much going on here..........as always. Just thought I'd write sumthing............­..........um........­.........yeah,Laters­!

Wow........the truth!!

I'm feeling: shocked

You'll find me: not telling!

My computer sucks! I just wrote this whole journal entry and the damn thing just shut down on me before I could post it!!!! So now I have to rewrite the whole thing!! Damn!!! Anyways I am sitting here bored, my only entertainment being Tyrone, but yeah. The other day I found a poem I wrote in the third grade. The topic of this poem was "Me". I wrote all about my likes, dislikes, favorite things to do, fears, etc.. One of my fears I listed was that I am afraid to be alone. That has alot of truth that relates to the now 'me'! I do have a slight nervousness (aka - fear) of not finding a guy I can share my life with. I know I may be a little to young to be speaking of such things but my experience with guys so far has given me little faith! Most of the guys I have dated have cheated on me and the last guy I dated hurt me badly when he gave up on me. It scares me to think that this may be how the rest of my relationships might turn out and I will end up with no love in my future. Being lonely just doesn't work with me!!!. Alright, anyways, another thing on the poem was one one of my "likes". I wrote that one of the things I like to do is make people happy. And that is very true for me now!!! I try to keep my friends laughing and entertained the best I can. I make sure that they are having fun even though I am bored myself. Its weird realizing how truthful a person was to theirself when they are young. It makes me wish that everyone had their "Elementry Personality"! Well saying that, it give me the idea to do a little dedication to that old "me". I am going to write some truths that I wouldn't normally say aloud! So basically I am doing my own little confession! lol

1. I miss Darwin.

2. I still love Darwin.

3. I hate Darwin for the pain he caused me!

4. I am afraid to get into another serious relationship now.

5. Tyrone's flattery and his many cute remarks have made me have a little crush on him.

6. I am Tyrone's girlfriend in a way and I am proud of it!

7. I, in a way, like moving here to Peoria.

8. Zombies use to freak me out when I was little.

9. I also use to be afraid of fireworks (the really big ones).

10. Spider-Man didn't become my favorite hero until I got to 6th grade.

11. When I was little my favorite hero was Storm.

12. I also really like the Ninja Turtles and the original PowerRangers!

13. When I was five I use to dress-up as a ninja turtle and run around doing karate moves. (ask any of my family members if you don't believe me)

14. Rain and thunderstorms really do float my boat if you know what I mean!

15. I'm afraid that in real life I am a bitch but mo one wants to admit it.

16. I get self conscious around guys I really like.

I smell like a BOY!!!

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: chillin'

I have a headache!! It sucks!!! I was just sprayed with an enormous amount of Axe!!! UGH!! I feel sick from it!!!! Anyways I am very bored tonight!!!! I have absolutely nothing to do and it sucks!! I wish my cell hadn't ran out of batteries so I could keep talking to Joshy!!! Well after a week I finally got to talk to that loser!!! I missed him so much!! Life feels so sad without him! Theres alot less "weird" around here without him!! Hmmm!!! But anyways!!! I feel odd today!!! I kept thinking of that one certain person who I don't like to name!!! I dreamt about him last night and I hated it! He doesn't deserve my feelings and yet I feel sad when I come across anything that reminds me of him!! Moving on sucks!!! But he's down it so I know I have to!!! I was so foolish!!! *sigh* Anyways I am just babbling on about nonsense things!!!! I just need to shut up!!! Well yeah................­....RAWR!!!

Hmm................"­My Title"!!!

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: at home

RAWR!!!!!! I have been here in Arizona for an official week!!!! HOORAY FOR ME!!!!! Its alright I guess. Its hot obviously!!! But other than that its barebly!! Its just ssssssssssssssoooooo­oooooo DAMN BORING!!!! I have no friends up here so I have nothing to do. I've spent the last week unpacking, setting up my new room, and watching DVDs!!!! My start on my new life in Peoria!!! Right now I am sitting here writing and watching the 'oh so hott' Bam Margera!!! Today our interent was fully set up so I feel better haveing Tagged and Myspace back!!!! lol But anyways.............­....................­.....I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!! I keep wondering what they are all doing!!!!! I can't wait til school starts so I can have something useful to do!! It would be better if I only could find a job suitable for me!! But yeah...............R­AWR!!

One More Day!

I'm feeling: sad

You'll find me: listening to music

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL!!!!

Well today is my last official day living in Farmington. I barely woke up so I'm still half asleep. Wow I can't believe the time finally came. It feels like just yesterday I was starting my sophmore year at FHS and I did not have to worry so much about moving. I'm glad I made some great memories this year that I can take with me to Phoenix. Its sad not knowing when I will see my other friends again. I knwo I am going to try my hardest to keep in touch with my best friends and to visit them as often as I can. They're special to me and I can't stand to lose them! It's bad enough that I lost Darwin. The last week has been hell without him. I just can't believe its ovcer. I spent my last ten months with him and having it end this abrubtly sucks. But I know that I am doing the right thing. I can't hold him back and I've got to let him move on with his life no matter how much it hurts me. I'd do anything for him. Well anyways, today we get the moving van and we star6t loading everything into it. All our things are packed and waiting in boxes. And five in the morining tomorrow, we head out to Phoenix. Its going to be weird living in a whole new place. School will suck cuz I will know no one. I can't believe that I won't be going to school at FHS anymore. *sigh* I should just stop! Well I don't think I will be on Tagged for awhile since our computer will be "packed up" today and I'm not sure when we will have time to set it up again! RAWR!!!

:(

I'm feeling: sad

You'll find me: at home

HAPPY 4th OF JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sigh*

I'm feeling: sad

You'll find me: listening to music

Well its time for the final countdown! Fuck! Only five days left here! Well I am beginnig to accept it so I won't start bitching about it again! We have a house up there now! It's about the same size! Yuck, there is a room that is covered in pink with butterflies!!! lol Damn right thats not my room! lol Well anyways I am sitting here in front of the computer very bored trying to think on what to do now! My curfew is 9:00 tonight and I have no plans at all. I spent the day at the mal (:P) with josh! It was pretty boring and depressing! I had an "argument" with my parents and I felt like crying, sadly! They're just being evil! I AM NOT SELFISH! How am I selfish when the main reason I am being dragged out of Farmington is so my dad will stop his bitching! I have not complained once! I might have been resistant once in a while but other than that I am being a good girl. It sucks! But anyways!

Damn!

I'm feeling: sad

You'll find me: at home

It's weird knowing my days here in Farmington are limited! Its like a countdown and it drives me crazzy know ing that every second that goes by is bringing me closer to saying good bye to everyone here! And to make it worse, the last few days have been crap for me! The main let down is that my boyfriend actually broke up with me. He is the very first guy to do such a thing and its really shocking. It feels weird knowing that me and him aren't together anymore because I spent my whole sophmore year with him and now its over. I just sorta feel empty without him and obviously I do still love him but I know this is it since he was the one to end it. Anyways my mom told me just last night that I won't even be here next week cuz they are going to Phoenix to look at houses and I have the option to go with them or to stay with family out of town. Thats four whole days I lose of spending time with my friends and doing things that I wanted to do in Farmington before leaving. The time is just going by too fast! Yeah I sound very dramatic and selfish right now but its sad and I think very unfair. When I told that to my mom she got so pissed off! *sigh* Anyways.............­..

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I'm feeling: gloomy

You'll find me: at home

WOW! I can't believe it is June already and school is out.......damn! Time seemed to go by so fast!Within a few weeks I'll be leaving lil' 'ol Farmington! I feel so sad!  This sucks so bad! I never really thought my time here would go by so quickly! lol Sounds like I am dying! Anywasy its just crazzy! By the time summer is over I will be getting ready to go to a whole different school and trying to make new friends. I wish I didn't have to leave all these great people! Damn I can't believe I will be leaving Josh! My bestest friend in the whole world!! lol He means so much to me! I don;t know how I will survive without him! And then there is my Monkey! It hurts to even think of leaving him! Damn! Well I am getting myself too sad! Anyways! I am bored! My first day off and i have nothing to do! Tonight I will most likely be taking my sister to the movies! lol Oh well........somethin­g to do I guess! I was suppose to go with Josh but I have not talked to him since the last day of school! I hope he doesn't abandon me like last summer! Anyways.............­....

RAWR................­.AGAIN..............­.....RAWR...........­........AGAIN!!!!!!!­!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: at home

LOL RAWR!! Hello fellow "Taggers"!! Guess what?? I am at home on my computer!! lol Yes my computer is fixed once again!! HA HA!! Its so funny!! Anyways I am here trying to do my homework but I keep getting distracted!! lol Yeah I am trying to type an important paper that is due tomorrow! Its freaking boring cuz..............it just is okay!! Well, hmmmmmm, anyways I am still tired! I got off work three hours ago and my feet still hurt! It sucks cuz I have to work again tomorrow but its coo cuz Chyenna Bond and Monkey are going to be working with me!!!! Weird, all three of us work at the same place and at the same times this week! lol Crazzy! Well you know them, they just can't get enough of me!! lol I'm just kiddingt!!!! lol Yeah that was a little too evil of me! Anyways now all I have to do is try to get Joshy to apply at Sonics then it would be the "MOST AWESOMEST" thing in the world!! (Next to the Rubber Duckies of course!!!) lol Anyways my sister is standing behind me right now using my line, "Yo"!! lol  "I chime in, haven't you people ever heard of closing the GOD DAMN door, NO , Its much better to face these kinds of things, with a sense of poise and rationality!!" lol Um very random.....but yeah! NO I'M NOT SINGING........I SWEAR!!! Anyways I think you can tell by now that I am very bored since I am just writing about random things! lol  Anyways I am getting cold! RAWR! The freaking air conditioner is on and that was hard typing that very long word that I am not going to type again!! lol Anyways......yeah! I'm bored! I actually wish i was at work! How SAD!! :( Well thats only cuz Monkey is over there and I'm not! And also all the fun people to work with. I think that the "day workers" are more boring and the "night workers" are fun!! Sounds a little dirty!! lol!! Anyways yeah! Well I get to work wit the coo people tomorrow! Damn my hands are cold from typing! Anyways I better really work!! RAWR RAWR RAWR!!!

YIPPEE!!!

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: on the beach

RAWR!! Our computer is fixed!!! Yesssss!!! Well I am at home right now, freakin bored......and hungry!!! I'm glad our computer is finally fixed! It sucked not being able to get on to Tagged or Myspace. So yeah! The only thing that sucks is that the guy who fixeed it had to erase alot of our save files which included ALL my pictures!!! Its sucks!! :( I lost all those pictures!!! uh huh....boo hoo, right? Well yeah! Anyways.............­....................­......RAWR!!!!!!!

HAPPY 4:20!!!!

I'm feeling: rushed

You'll find me: playing hooky

Life is a bitch, then you DIE!! So fuck the world and go get HIGH!!!!

I'm HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: wild

You'll find me: chillin'

Rawr! I am sitting here in the library......being  poked by this idiot beside me!!! RAWR!! Anyways my fucking computer at home is being evil so I am not on Tagged as much! It sucks!! No Tagged...........No Myspace!!! The world is just an evil place...............­....and its going to be ruled by the RUBBER DUCKIES!!!!!!!!!! Yesssssss!! My stomache is growling!!! RAWR RAWR RAWR!!! Uh huh!! Yup!! I WANT to slap DARWIN!!!!!!! He can't spank me!! So HA!!!

DARWIN IS A GIRL!!!

DARWIN IS A WHORE!!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: gettin' busy

RAWR!! I am bored!! I want more M&Ms!!! HA!! Yup! THis is the firest time in awhile that I am on Tagged!! My computer at home is being evil so I am hardly on anymore! But yeah................­....RAWR!!

I DON'T HAVE A SUBJECT FOR TODAY!!!

I'm feeling: good

You'll find me: playing hooky

RAWR!!! I AM AT THE LIBRARY!! JOSH IS GETTING CHYENNA WET!!!!! YESSSSS!!!! DARWIN IS A DIRTY WHORE!!!! MWHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I'LL HONK YOUR HORN!!!! RAWR!!

No more Spring Break!! :(

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: not telling!

Well today is the last day of Spring Break! Damn it is so sad cuz the next long term break we get will be summer and that is when I am leaving Farmington!! Life is such a bitch! lol Leaving is the last thing I want to do right now. I have a wonderful boyfriend, the bestest of friends, a chance to be the Editor-in-Cheif of our school newspaper and lots more things! *sigh* Damn those parents of mine!! lol It's sad cuz in another five months I will be starting my Junior year in another state without any friends or a boyfriend and just basically a loner! Truthfully I am fucking scared! I've lived here in Farmington my whole life, I've gone to school here and met all my friends here, I've met people who made an impact on my life and in another few months I will be leaving them! lol Shit! When I talk like this I just want to slap myself! With this kinda talk I am not making it any easier on myself. I should be think postive!! Positive Chelsea.........posi­tive! lol Well yeah! Anyways today I got to watch Ice Age 2! It was funny! Oh and I finally hit something with our ride! It was crazzy! I drove into this little pole thing in the front of our house! I am so glad my dad didn't get too angry but now I have to wait to see my moms reaction! lol Damn! And the damage wasn't that made. I just scratched up the pole and the truck was unharmed! lol Well anyways I should start my homework that I have avoided during the break!! lol RAWR!!!

*yawn* I am so freakin tired!!

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: chillin'

RAWR!! I HUGGED FRANKLIN TODAY!! lol Yup! I'm bored once again! *sigh* I have no one to talk to! Slap me! I actually can't wait til Spring Break is over cuz I am getting tired of doing the same things everyday! Today was interesting cuz I went to the library and had my picture takin' with Franklin! lol It was fun yet sad! Hmmm............now I am just sitting here bored! Josh ditched me so now I have no one to hang out wit! Dang! Yup I'm just waiting for dinner so I can go to sleep! I am so freaking tired! I stayed up until four this morning! Me and Josh were up watching 80's movies which was awesome! lol So yeah I am tired and I have a headache! lol Wow I am complaining too much right now! SLAP ME!! Wow I actually don't know what to write right now!! lol Thats was coo! Gah I am bored! Anyways I miss my Monkey! It's been a whole week since I last saw him and its been awhile since we've had a real conversation! So it sucks right now! But there are only three days til school starts again and then I can finally see him!! Yeah! lol Anyways time to eat so RAWR!!!

I learned a new word from the mall!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: at home

Nucking Futs!!! lol I was at the mall most of yesterday and I saw this word everywhere!! lol I think I annoyed Josh cuz I kept walking around saying NUCKING FUTS!!! lol It was awesome!! RAWR!! Damn I am so bored right now!!! I have to wait another hour then I am going to do something other than be bored! lol Yesssss! I hope it rains today! Like yesterday! RAWR! Anyways, not much else to say so RAWR!!

Hmm.................­....yeah right!!

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: at home

Damn I am so tired right now!!! lol It is way too early!! lol Anyways I am sitting here waiting for my mopm to come back so we can get rid of my two little sisters!!! Heck yessssssssssss!!! lol Oh hopefully today I can hang out wit Josh! We are suppose to watch a movie tonight!!! lol Oh fuck! Saturday was so awesome cuz my uncle from Montana showed up!!!! Damn I missed that Asshole so much!!! lol *cough* We are suppose to hang out tomorrow!!! lol But yeah!! I am so Happy right now!!! lol :) SLAP ME!!!!!!!!!

YEA!!!!

I'm feeling: silly

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVEY!!!!!!!

RAWR!!!! YEA...........tomorr­ow is VALENTINES DAY!!! RAWR!

I'm feeling: excited

You'll find me: chillin'

Mmmmmmoolatte!!!!!

I-C-U-P!!!! lol yessssss!!!

Just some random shit!

I'm feeling: bored

You'll find me: at home

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CRAZZY!!!

I'm feeling: bored

You'll find me: not telling!

http://www.tagged.co­m/mypage.html?uid=99­0912

This chick sorta looks like me!!! Isn't that scary!!! lol

HA HA...........YOUR MOM!!!

I'm feeling: bored

You'll find me: at home

Damn I am so freakin bored!!!! It's a Saturday night and sadly, I am stuck at home babysitting my 'EVIL' sisters! I wish I could go out!! But no!!! Well I did already go out last night! Damn last night was so fun! I went and watched Incide with my friends Chyenna and Josh! It was awesome! There was moshing and headbanging and yeah! It was coo too cuz......um.......on­e of the band members took off his shirt and yeah!! lol I LOVE YOU DARWIN!!! Ew and it was sick too cuz one of guitar players kept looking at me!!!! IT'S NOT FUNNY CHYENNA!!! But yeah!!! It was fun as hell!! The only fucked up thing is that I hurt my leg while moshing! Fuck I have a big bruise!! Its so coo cuz its purple and blue and green and its HUGE!!!! lol I'm proud of it!!! But it hurts like a bitch! Well yeah!! Anyways right now there is nothing interesting going on! I'm still cleaning!! It sucks! My parents are having this Super Bowl Party here at my house tomorrow and I have to make our house look 'decent' for them!! BLAH!!! So tomorrow is going to suck!! Damn I am bored still!!! And Chyenna is on the phone with me now and she is telling me that she is going to the Kirtland/PV game!!! That whore!!! lol Fuck I'm bored!!

I WANT SLEEP!!!!

I'm feeling: tired

You'll find me: at home

Rawr! Damn for some reason I am freakin tired! I want to go to sleep but it's barely four and I still have to clean, do my homework, and cook dinner!! DAMN! And my sisters are not helping my situation aince they are not doing what I tell them to! Shit.....I also forgot that this Saturday is MORP! I want to go so bad but my 'date' bailed on me! So I think now me and my friends are doing an 'anti-MORP', which is basically a night that does not involve going to MORP! Oh well! Anyways today was very tiring and I don't know why! I'm just weird like that! I wasn't hyper like I usually am which sucked! UGH! I can't wait til the weekend! I just want to relax! Maybe watch a few movies or hang out at the mall! Anyways I really should start cleaning!!! RAWR!!

RAWR!!!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: chillin'

PUDDING!!!!

UGH!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: at home

Damn I just got done eating some Chinese!! Ugh!! It was good!!! lol Now I am just sitting here wondering what to do next! Sundays are very boring! Damn and I already spent most of my money! Crap! lol I'll be broke in a couple of days! Damn for some reason I feel jumpy today! It might be from the lack of sleep! Me and Chyenna didn't crash out til close to four and then I hed to wake up at eight so I could make pancakes for my family! Well yeah.......it's all very interesting I know!!! lol Damn I can't wait for tomorrow!! lol I'm stupid!! RAWR!!!!

I'M NOT EMO DAMMIT!!!!!

I'm feeling: whatever

You'll find me: chillin'

Um yeah I am sitting here at home, right by Chyenna Bond! And she is talking to Josh about 'getting raped'!! lol Yeah! Well anyways I am not emo! It's all lies!! Don't listen to Josh or Chyenna!! RAWR! I want cookies!!! HA HA CHYENNA!!! Yeah this entry so does not make any sense!!! I GOT A MESSAGE!!

I'm feeling: sad

You'll find me: not telling!

The Krusty Krab Pizza is the Pizza for U and Me!!! lol

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: at home

Boo!! Hello I am very, very, very, very BORED!! Rawr!! Yeah!!! Uh huh!!! Well anyways today was a very boring day! Skool is very annoying!!!! Do you know what else is very annoying??? The word "very"!!! lol Anyways!!! That damn Krusty Krab Pizza song is stuck in my head and I can't stop singing it!!!! DAMN SONG!!! Well yeah I was watching Spongebob earlier with Josh and now I can't get that stupid song out of my head!! Um yeah!!! It's still boring!! Fuck I wish Chyenna didn't have class tonight!! Then I'd be talking to her right this second!!! RawR!! The Krusty Krab Pizza is the Pizza for you and me!! The Krusty Krab Pizza is the Pizza for you and me!!

RAWR RAWR RAWR!!!!!

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: listening to music

Mwhahahahahaha!! Damn I am bored now!! I just got back from watching Hostel!!! *yuck* Yeah it was pretty psychotic and gory!!! It was really disturbing and I felt a little sick when I got out of the theater! But it was funny!! DAMN THAT LEATHER!!!! (right josh?) lol! Very Kinky!!! Oh and I watched Underworld 2 last night too!!!! It was AWESOME!!!!! But kinda confusing!!! Um yeah!!

SNOW............mwha­hahahahaha!!!

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: at home

Yea!!! It snowed!! And we have a 2 hour delay!! It's coo......then its not cuz now I have to walk to school!! Unless I get a ride wit one of my friends! Which means I need to start calling some of my homies pretty soon!! lol I'm bored!! Oh....today UNDERWOLD EVOLUTION COMES OUT!!!! Fuck Yeah!! lol I get to watch it tomorrow....I think!!! But that so fuckin coo!! lol I can't wait!!! So yeah!! I'm still bored and I'm drinking COFFEE!!! lol I know I am going to get hyper!!! Mwhahahahaha!!!!!

DAMN DAMN DAMN!!! right josh?

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: listening to music

ME AND JOSH WERE ACCUSED OF STEALING!!!!! FUCKING MALL!! Stupid Mall security and Scentsation employee!!! DAMN THEM!! lol I am sitting right here.......by Josh!!! RAWR!!! Mwhahahaha!! I'm happy cuz I got to go to the mall today!! It was AWESOME!!! Except when we got accused of stealing!! lol I swear we weren't!!! *coughs* Now it sucks cuz I am babysitting but JOSH IS HERE!!!!! RAWR!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EYNN!!!!!

I'm feeling: rushed

You'll find me: on my cell

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Damn today was crazzy!! I only went to three classes today and ditched the other three!!! It was coo!! During my fourth hour English I went with Eynn, Nathan, Josh and Chyenna to Pizza Hut! We had a cheese pizza.....cuz we're just crackers about cheese!!! It was funny cuz we were playing music on the jukebox and this old lady "disapproved" of us playing 'Enter Sandman' by Metallica.......so we played it again!!! lol And then when we left we played 'Pony' by Geniune three times in a row!! It was hilarious!! After that we went to the mall and hung out for an hour just looking in stores. And I saw ALAN!! After that we spent 10 minutes in the parking lot wondering where to go. We went to Best Buy! Damn that was fun.....watching indeginous nakies killing monkies!!!! And our sound effects was stupid!! Finally we went back to school at 3:15! Just in time for the bell!! I just hope I don't get caught!!! lol Oh well!!!

MOTHERFUCKER FUCK THAT SHIT!!! (lol I have it stuck in my head!)

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: listening to music

BOO!!! Mwhahahahaha!!! JOSH KILLED SANTA!!! That murderous bastard killed my Santa I got from Michael!! *sniff sniff* Santa's DEAD!!! lol Anyways!! Tomorrow is Eynn Lee's birthday!! All of us are going to wear a tie for him! Don't ask why cuz I don't know!! lol Today was fun! I ditched my 4th hour and hung out wit my friend Chyenna Bond. We just sat at the park and talked! Then during 5th hour I got hyper with Josh off of marshmallows, M&Ms, and Skittles. We walked around telling random people that "JOSH KILLED SANTA!!!" and singing the 'Marshmallow' song! It was fun. Damn, I'm suppose to ditch again for Eynn cuz I think we are going somewhere for him.........I don't know! I think I need to eat more M&Ms or Skittles so I can get hyper OFTEN!!! lol

Too Many DAMN Songs!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: at home

I have spent the last 30 minutes typing out "some" of my favorite songs!! I have come to the realization that there are too many! It would take me for days to list ALL my favorite songs! Well at least I wasn't bored!! lol Now I have to find something else to do to keep me busy! Damn I wish I wasn't grounded!!! I wanna watch a movie so bad! Or at least get out of this house! Both my parents are home so it is not very exciting here! And I've already tried calling Sweetie, Eynn, and Colette!! They aren't home!! DAMN! This really sucks! So um......I'm just gonna take some more quizzes!!! LOL

Do journals really have to have a subcject??

I'm feeling: geeky

You'll find me: not telling!

I'm bored!! Yup.....REALLY bored!! Well I am sitting here pretending to do my work when I am really here on Tagged! Muwhahahaha!!! I'm bored!!! Yeah I am going to keep saying that cuz I am bored! Okay....anyways!! I wish I was still high and I wish Eynn and Darwin were still here! I am so freakin bored! And this song is really stupid. I am listening to the radio and the song that is playing is scaring me!! Yeah I am pretty much writing a bunch of pointless stuff cuz I am so bored! 5 MORE DAYS TIL EYNN'S BIRTHDAY!! Um yeah! I wanna go to sleep but it is too early and I still need to clean the kitchen! It sucks cuz I cook for my family and they still make me wash the dishes! I think it would be fair that since I cook they can at least clean after themselves! Ok I am just bitching now! Well what else is there to do when you are REALLY bored!! I wish I could use the phone! It sucks to be grounded still. And it also sucks that I will most likely still be grounded for the MORP dance! I wanna go but it is at the beginning of next month and I doubt my grades will be good enough for me to go then. If I don't go to anymore school dances this year then it will be only one school dance that I have gone to in two years!! I could have gone to the Homecoming dance but my plans changed. I wish I had gone. Um anyways I am still bored. Why don't they play any good songs on the radio nowadays?? I would put in a CD but I am too lazy! lol I wanna go to sleep! Ew....ok my sister is running around NAKIE!! Gross! I should call Joshy! I wonder if I can sneak the phone up here?!?! My parents will most likely catch me! lol DAMN! Justin Timberlake should die!! Yeah, one of his songs is on! I really should put in a CD! Maybe later! lol But I want to hear that Ray J. song! I like that song "One Wish"! Oh good the song is changing! lol Now I am listening to.......DIRTY LITTLE SECRET!!! lol Eynn's my "dirty little secret"!! lol Um.....yeah anyways this song is getting annoying!! I am too damn picky! lol Fucking songs! DIRTY LITTLE SECRET!! Ok that was random!! Ok now it is another stupid song! Anyways I'm going to stop writing about songs on the radio! It's just that I am bored!! I can't wait for tomorrow, cuz tomorrow is school and I am hardly bored at school! Well things will be different during lunch since Eynn got his schedule changed! (PUNK) Now I am going to feel like a loner! I'd change but I don't think I am allowed to since I have already changed my lunch at the beginning of the year! And plus Josh and Darwin are still in 5th hour lunch! It still sucks tho! Damn I am bored! Ok well I am going to go be bored somewhere else!!

I'm "Chillin'"!!!! lol

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: chillin'

Yeah!! School!! I'm so happy to be back at school! I'm not sitting around all day watching my crazzy sisters!! lol The only thing that sucks is that all my friends have not returned from break so I'm a loner most of the time! But its okay! I FINALLY got to see my Monkey!!! That was awesome!!! I missed him so much!!! Oh and the homework sucks once again!!! Grr!!! Damn homework!! This semester, I really need to bring my grades up so I won't be grounded anymore! I hate being grounded!!! And I want to go to that Morphed dance at school!! Eynn is my date!! lol I think I ate too much Ice Cream!!! I'm so coo, I just got back from swimming and I eat Ice Cream!! LOL Ew, and swimming sucked cuz there was this weird guy who kept bumping into me on purpose!! GROSS!!! lol Yeah!! Uh huh!! Sure! Right!! BUH BYE!!!

Good Bye 2005!!!!

I'm feeling: dorky

You'll find me: at home

Happy New Years Everyone!!

Quizzes!!

I'm feeling: bored

You'll find me: at home

I'm bored!! My solution is taking alot of random quizzes, Its not really helping!!!! LOL

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: chillin'

Boo!!! Muwhahahahaha.......­I'm bored!! Christmas break is very unexciting! Today I spent the whole morning watching Viva la Bam (LUV BAM!) and eating cookies! If I wasn't grounded I would be hanging out at the mall or watching a movie.Yeah it sucks! Christmas was okay, I got a new CD player, Harold and Kumar DVD, HIM hat, perfume and a Nine Inch Nails and 50 Cent CDs!! I'm surprised I even got anything cuz of my BAD grades and the stupid phone bill. LOL Well yeah anyways, I can't wait til skool!! I miss hanging out wit my friends and I want to see Monkey like crazzy. Talking with him last night just got me sad cuz I couldn't see him!! :( But I just have 6 more days so its coo!

PRESENTS!!!

I'm feeling: silly

You'll find me: at home

MERRY X-MAS EVERYONE!!!!

Being grounded sucks!!!! GRR!!!!

I'm feeling: dorky

You'll find me: chillin'

Guess what? I'm at home!!! Damn this sucks! If I wasn't grounded I would be at this dance!!! This sucks!! And to make it worse.......I REALLY miss my monkey today! I haven't talked to him since the other night, we stayed on the phone for 7 straight hours!!! lol It was coo. I can't wait for skool! I want to see him so bad!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO BE GROUNDED!!!!!?????!!­!! But anyways, not much going on. I'm still X-mas shopping!! And I am practically broke now! lol I still need to get some presents for my friends! Damn and my sisters are coming back tomorrow which means.....more babysitting!!! BLAH!!! And.......yeah......­.....

Eynn and Alex are sitting beside me........and Tiffaney is way over there ->

I'm feeling: restless

You'll find me: gettin' busy

Grr!!!! Rawr!! Hello everyone!!! I am sitting in this computer lab during my lunch break, bored and hungry. I feel pathetic cuz we are all just sittin here with nothing to do! It sucks!! I wished Nathan hadn't ditched us!!! Now I feel so unloved!!! *sigh* And our sheiba is missing!!! Thats Josh! Oh fudge I am bored!! Alex is looking at porn ONCE AGAIN!!!! I need food! Rawr!

These crazzy dorks!!

I'm feeling: happy

You'll find me: at school

boo!!!! Muwhahahhaha!! I have not been on in a Loooooong while!! Yeah my compy at home is being retarded!! So yeah....I am at skool now hanging wit my bitches!!! Josh is acting blotto!!!! Nathan is typing and talking to Kirsten "the hottest girl on campest"!! LOL! Waylon and Eynn are.............I don't know,,,,,but yeah! Anyways we have 13 days of skool........the Christmas Break!!! Well its not really a big deal for me since I am grounded til Febuary!!! STUPID PHONE BILLS!!!!! And it sucks cuz I haven't even showed my progress report to my parents!!!! Damn!!! lol Anyways I need to get home before my sisters kill each other!!! BUH BYE!!!!

Very Bored!!!

I'm feeling: dorky

You'll find me: chillin'

I'M BORED......BORED....­....BORED!!! Well yeah I am bored and grounded so I can't go anywhere!!! It sucks!! I don't even know why I am grounded!!! Well my break sucks!! I can't wait til skool starts and I can see all my friends and my monkey! I wish I could watch a movie!! Harry Potter again!! So far I have seen the GOF three times!!! Its just that awesome!! lol I'm still bored!! DAMN!!

*sigh* IT WAS AWESOME!!!

I'm feeling: geeky

You'll find me: at home

GOBLET OF FIRE IS SUCH AN AWESOME MOVIE!! I WATCHED IT REALLY REALLY EARLY THIS MORNING!!! LOL GOF RAWKS!!!!

HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!!!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: at home

1 MORE DAY!!! Well actually 16 hours!!! Damn I can't wait!!!!! I am suppose to be at skool right now but I'm not!!! I am going to get in line in an hour for tickets to the midnite release of GOF!!!!!! Sweetie should be here soon!!! We are such freaks!!! lol HARRY POTTER RAWKS MY SOX!!!!!!

GOF!!! lol

I'm feeling: weird

You'll find me: on my cell

2 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!

OH SHIT!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: in love

You'll find me: chillin'

3 MORE DAYS!!!

TOOT TOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: at home

4 MORE DAYS!!!

HA!

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: on IM :) :) :)

I'm bored! I wish I was watching a movie. My foot is asleep. It's getting cold in here. I miss my Monkey. My sister is jumping on her bed. Why hasn't Char called me yet? My watch time is three minutes behind my computer time. I'm bored. I want another sucker. I wonder what my friends are doing. Damn I wish I had some money. I'm bored.

Pink Elephants!!

I'm feeling: gloomy

You'll find me: not telling!

Today was an "ok" day! Not as bad as yesterday! The only thing that sucked about today was Catie! I'M GOING TO MISS BROWNIE!!! Yeah it sucks that I won't be able to see her everyday! Who am I going to be weird with?? Yeah I am sad now!! :(   Oh.........Josh is too kinky to be in skool!!

Fucking Mondays!!!

I'm feeling: bitchy

You'll find me: listening to music

Mondays need to die!!! Yeah I hate Mondays! Today sucked!! I was bored and sleepy all day so it sucked. I found out that I have a F in my first hour!! My stupid clan intros were due today and I didn't finish....shit!! I have to finish my damn essay by 4th hour tomorrow!! Some of my friends were sick so they weren't as hyper as usual! And I barely even got to see my Monkey!! Yeah I already miss him. He was most likely the highlight of my day! Damn Mondays!! I think I bitch too much!!! lol

ok...ok...I give.........

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: playing hooky

For all that wanted me to join My Space, I did it. So now you can add me or whatever!!

http://www.myspace.c­om/spider_gurl11

Sad to say that I don't know shit about that damn site. I can't figure out how to edit anything! Damn!!

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I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: on the beach

I was forked by Pinky today!!!! I wish I was Waylon!!! Eynn touched my button!!! And Catie is rubbibg me!! Now I am going with Catie!!! Sweetie should come!!!

I'm feeling: in love

You'll find me: at home

I miss my Monkey right now!!

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm......­....................­.............

I'm feeling: blah

You'll find me: watching TV

Muwhahahahahaha!!! Today I almost kicked someone with my fist!!! And Catie was going to elbow someone with her shoulder!!! lol It was Awesome!!! Damn I still can't believe we ditched Eynn and Sweetie!! But I am glad they still love us.......and just because we gave them lids and straws!!! They are so crazzy! lol Well I am bored now....just sittin here bored.....bored! lol This weekend is going to suck tho cuz I will be grounded by Friday night!! DAMN REPORT CARDS!!!!!!!!!! SO tomorrow is my last free day and I have to babysit.....UGH!! Yeah it sucks! I'll probably just drag my friends over to hang out.......then I'll be on my own with those two psycho sisters!! lol DAMN!!!

WHOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: crazy

You'll find me: on the beach

HALLOWEEN WAS SO AWESOME!!! FREE CANDY!!! I HAD THE MOST FUN!!! NOW ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS GET HYPER OFF THE CANDY!!! LOL MY FRIENDS ARE SO WEIRD!!! BUT I LOVE THEM LIKE CRAZZY!!! CANDY......CANDY....­..............CANDY!­!!!!!!

DUDE!!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: chillin'

HALLOWEEN IS TOMORROW!!!!

TWO MORE FREAKIN DAYS!!!!

I'm feeling: hyper

You'll find me: chillin'

Muwhahahahahahahahah­aha!!!!!! Um yeah I am bored right now......just sittin here bored!!! lol Yeah I think I have eaten too much cereal once again!!! LOL I am jumpy and most likely hyper........yup HYPER!!!! And from cereal!!! LOL Sweetie knows what cereal does to me......espically Froot Loops!!! LOL Anyways it is Saturday and I am once again stuck at home babysitting!!! Shit I can't wait til tonight!!! Me and my friend Chy are going to a haunted house and maybe Saw 2!!!! Fuck Yeah!!! Oh shit and later my friend Eynn is suppose to come by and get me high.........again!!­! lol Okay so today won't be as terrible!!! lol But right now I am so FREAKIN BORED!!!!!! lol Rrrrrriiiiiiiggggggh­hhhhhhhhtttttttttttt­.................